Martin got that whole silver fox thing down perfect that's all... wouldn't have looked 10 years ago but now really aging like fine wine... he does all the accents and roasts like a boss :P I mean how many ppl over 45 have multiple videos of Starboy dedicated to them LOL Obviously most famous for playing the nice guys but when he plays the villains...absolutely BAMF
Tina Fey I gotchu girl....If I was your age and I had to pick my co-star, I would turn down the Hemsworths and Ryan Gosling too :P
Thursday, June 11, 2020
Friday, March 15, 2019
Thoughts
Maybe I've been watching too much Law & Order but basically there's a reason why there are different punishments for murder vs manslaughter....yes both are crimes but don't lump everyone together because there are different degrees of crime...I wish people would remember that when they spew their poisonous opinions.
I think his punishment /exile is already severe enough...leave it alone and let it rest.
I think his punishment /exile is already severe enough...leave it alone and let it rest.
Thursday, March 14, 2019
:(
Everything that happened yesterday has been just so shocking...I'm just so crushed because it feels like everything I've known for the last near decade was not real...you have nothing to do with me and you don't know I exist but I think I understand what betrayal and disillusionment feels like.
How could he be so stupid..how could he do this...ppl say he's beyond redemption and all that and I agree what was done was very wrong indeed but I think it's a bit unfair that he's dragged so black with everyone else who did so much worse and labelled the same. Doing nothing is really bad yes, yet we talk so much and complain so much, you should have done this, you should have stopped this but in reality how many people would say anything?
Just watched it, commented something like all my other male friends would have done in their chats that I never want to know about because we all know exactly what it's like, it's the same everywhere...my friends, my colleagues...these groups do exist. It would be unforgivable to spread and blackmail but I bet he saw it, did what was done in that moment and never thought about it again.
Reflect and disappear for a while yes but being ostracized for life is a bit sad...and so so wasteful because not many could write like him...and the others...it's a taint on their life too forever if they are innocent (which I hope and pray that they are)...I don't even know if there will be a 4 anymore when they all return.
It feels surreal that things will never be the same again...I'll never have the chance to see you again and I don't know if i want to..I'm grateful for all the happiness and laughter that was contributed by you but I kind of hate you too for what you've done and the sorry end you brought to everyone else...you're supposed defy all odds and walk down the path for many years yet as a team ...you all promised and this will never ever happen anymore..
The fact that you came forward still means there is a conscience...so I can't bring myself to erase you completely like the others...being a bystander is stupid and mean but it doesn't mean there's no turning back ...Live well and be sorry for the rest of your life...I hope and think that you are...because I certainly am.
How could he be so stupid..how could he do this...ppl say he's beyond redemption and all that and I agree what was done was very wrong indeed but I think it's a bit unfair that he's dragged so black with everyone else who did so much worse and labelled the same. Doing nothing is really bad yes, yet we talk so much and complain so much, you should have done this, you should have stopped this but in reality how many people would say anything?
Just watched it, commented something like all my other male friends would have done in their chats that I never want to know about because we all know exactly what it's like, it's the same everywhere...my friends, my colleagues...these groups do exist. It would be unforgivable to spread and blackmail but I bet he saw it, did what was done in that moment and never thought about it again.
Reflect and disappear for a while yes but being ostracized for life is a bit sad...and so so wasteful because not many could write like him...and the others...it's a taint on their life too forever if they are innocent (which I hope and pray that they are)...I don't even know if there will be a 4 anymore when they all return.
It feels surreal that things will never be the same again...I'll never have the chance to see you again and I don't know if i want to..I'm grateful for all the happiness and laughter that was contributed by you but I kind of hate you too for what you've done and the sorry end you brought to everyone else...you're supposed defy all odds and walk down the path for many years yet as a team ...you all promised and this will never ever happen anymore..
The fact that you came forward still means there is a conscience...so I can't bring myself to erase you completely like the others...being a bystander is stupid and mean but it doesn't mean there's no turning back ...Live well and be sorry for the rest of your life...I hope and think that you are...because I certainly am.
Saturday, February 28, 2015
YangPhilip you were amazing!
Attended Seob's final two shows for Robin Hood yesterday and it was a blast! I have to write something about it or I'll forget it TT My first time watching a musical and probably the last time I'll ever get to see him perform on in a musical so it was worth it even though it was quite pricey..no regrets though!
There were some lovely kb2uties giving out cute stickers and notebooks before the show and I managed to experience my first ever fanevent there. Kfans are pretty orderly when it comes to things like this, everyone lines up nicely to collect their gift, except of course when the gifts are limited, then they literally go wild. I myself was no angel , pushing and squeezing with the throng, but I got my sticker in the end and I'm happy.
We get to take pictures with the posters/standees of the musical cast before going in. I went by myself so there was no one to take photos for me, sob but I enlisted the help of some nice b2uties who took them for me. The pictures didn't turn out that nice but whatever I have a pic with YangPhilip's poster and that's good enough for me haha
The show was really really good, the actors and actresses have such amazing voices, that I was literally transfixed by the sound. Robin, Gilbert and Marian were some of the best, but my darling Philip stole the show for sure. The character he plays is a bubbly bratty crown prince who doesn't want to be king until they kill his father and he matures somehow. It was so cute, because his real life personality is humorous like that too and the other cast love him so it made for some really great chemistry. (Robin and Gregory pats him on the head, so adorable!!! ahhhhh)
AND HIS VOICE...HOW DO I DESCRIBE HIS VOICE....OMG...ARE YOU REALLY AN IDOL SINGER...when he grows old and can't dance so energetically anymore, he can just join the stage, he fits perfectly there that you wouldn't think he sings kpop for a living hahaha. He was so good, singing two shows consecutively in the same night and he still pulled it off amazing.
Let me just write down what I remember from each scene with him for my future reference lest I forget hahaha
First scene is the one where he did the I don't want to be a prince song. The live one and the recorded one was so similar, baby ate the CD!!
Then he meets Joy in the bar and he keeps saying that he's a prince and no one believes him hahahaha, and then Joy brings him out to the city square and they do this medieval tapdance/jig that was so entertaining to watch. Seob, so you can tapdance well too, LOL, one more of your many talents. Next, he meets Robin and gets punched by him and then Robin screams at him and he screams back, oh wow that was amazing, so so bratty xPPPP Robin tries to hit him but doesn't dare, and Seob just take a step back like a petulant little boy, Robin tries again, and Seob steps back again and that scene was just so adorable I CANNOT
Robin tells him of the current situation where Prince John wants to steal the throne, they sing some grand song and Seob just sits there looking pensive and adorable and then he decides to join Robin to stop the coronation of Prince John and be the rightful heir of the throne.
Then, they find out that King Richard is still alive and locked in prison. Phillip, Joy and Little John have an amazing break-in into the jail but they are betrayed by one of the Merry Men and captured. Meanwhile, King Richard dies in Phillip's arms and he has a sobfest hugging his dad's body, and he takes off his jacket (woot woot) to cover the body. Seob's just wearing this billowy medieval white shirt and breeches right and looking fabulous hahaha. Next, Gilbert and Prince John comes in and drags Seob away to be hanged. and wow this scene, Seob's really sacrificing his body for this, cz he literally gets thrown everywhere on stage, dragged on the floor and hits the ground hard many times. Definitely will have bruises by the end of the night. One of the guards threw him too hard for real and I think he's really falling down cz I could hear the bump and even the guard was stunned for a moment LOL but Seob being the professional that he is just gets up and sings like nothing has happened
They drag him to the hangman's noose and put the rope round his neck and he sings a song of revenge and cries at the end. And then Robin rescues everyone at the last minute and they run to stop the coronation. Joy is supposedly killed in the escape trying to save Phillip and there is more sobfest over the fallen Joy by dear Phillip who cries a lot in this musical. (BUT STILL LOOKS HOT AND ADORABLE WHILE CRYING...WHYYYYYY) There's this amazing swordfight between Robin and Gilbert and then Robin kills Gilbert. Marian runs away to become a nun and Phillip just picks up the crown. His coronation isn't shown but I assume he becomes king, I couldn't understand the narration.
Robin and Phillip return from hunting and reach a nunnery. Robin requests for water from a nun who is none other than Marian who tries to poison him but fails. OMG THIS PART, Gilbert introduces Phillip to Marian as BEAST's XXX (cute ad lib xP) but before he can say Seob's real name, Phillip stops him hahahaha. Phillip wants to kill her but Robin spares her life and she runs away. Robin is supposedly dying and Phillip mourns him again (and cries again hahaha) then Robin miraculously wakes up and says I'm not dying why are you crying LOL
Then they have another grand song with all the Merry Men and Phillip sings that he will be a good king which gets him hit once more by Robin, telling him that he isn't a good king unless he reduces taxes LOL They sing one more grand song and it ends
The curtain call was fantastic. Most of the audience were there for Seob, he got the loudest cheer and pterodactyl screams and whoops. I definitely contributed to some of the whooping and cheering and went all out fangirl mode but I'm proud of it I don't care TT He didn't cry though for the last show but I'm still so so so proud of him and I'm glad I came.
We were all waiting for him to come down after the show but he didn't. I'm a tiny bit disappointed but at least I met Prince John, Gilbert and Gregory and they all signed my programme book!!!!! omg 2nd celeb fansigning in my life. haha though they are only musical actors. Took selcas with Gilbert and Gregory too. Gilbert was sooooo freaking cute too!!!!!!! They are really different people onstage and in real life, I'm so impressed.
And I can say I experienced the korean fan crush while trying to get my book signed, it's crazy yet orderly. Some kfans are really nice, one girl helped to bring my book to the front after she got hers signed and they were all really surprised that foreigner me came to watch the show. Prince John was very confused hahaha
All in all, a fantastic experience and I'll always treasure this memory in Seoul. Didn't get to meet Seob in person but hopefully sometime in these 4 months, I'll get a sighting of him?? Who knows, I can only hope.
5 years and counting...Seobie-ah you are still the number one celeb in my heart (love love love) Dylan and Doo can't take that place yet even though they're fighting really hard xP
There were some lovely kb2uties giving out cute stickers and notebooks before the show and I managed to experience my first ever fanevent there. Kfans are pretty orderly when it comes to things like this, everyone lines up nicely to collect their gift, except of course when the gifts are limited, then they literally go wild. I myself was no angel , pushing and squeezing with the throng, but I got my sticker in the end and I'm happy.
We get to take pictures with the posters/standees of the musical cast before going in. I went by myself so there was no one to take photos for me, sob but I enlisted the help of some nice b2uties who took them for me. The pictures didn't turn out that nice but whatever I have a pic with YangPhilip's poster and that's good enough for me haha
The show was really really good, the actors and actresses have such amazing voices, that I was literally transfixed by the sound. Robin, Gilbert and Marian were some of the best, but my darling Philip stole the show for sure. The character he plays is a bubbly bratty crown prince who doesn't want to be king until they kill his father and he matures somehow. It was so cute, because his real life personality is humorous like that too and the other cast love him so it made for some really great chemistry. (Robin and Gregory pats him on the head, so adorable!!! ahhhhh)
AND HIS VOICE...HOW DO I DESCRIBE HIS VOICE....OMG...ARE YOU REALLY AN IDOL SINGER...when he grows old and can't dance so energetically anymore, he can just join the stage, he fits perfectly there that you wouldn't think he sings kpop for a living hahaha. He was so good, singing two shows consecutively in the same night and he still pulled it off amazing.
Let me just write down what I remember from each scene with him for my future reference lest I forget hahaha
First scene is the one where he did the I don't want to be a prince song. The live one and the recorded one was so similar, baby ate the CD!!
Then he meets Joy in the bar and he keeps saying that he's a prince and no one believes him hahahaha, and then Joy brings him out to the city square and they do this medieval tapdance/jig that was so entertaining to watch. Seob, so you can tapdance well too, LOL, one more of your many talents. Next, he meets Robin and gets punched by him and then Robin screams at him and he screams back, oh wow that was amazing, so so bratty xPPPP Robin tries to hit him but doesn't dare, and Seob just take a step back like a petulant little boy, Robin tries again, and Seob steps back again and that scene was just so adorable I CANNOT
Robin tells him of the current situation where Prince John wants to steal the throne, they sing some grand song and Seob just sits there looking pensive and adorable and then he decides to join Robin to stop the coronation of Prince John and be the rightful heir of the throne.
Then, they find out that King Richard is still alive and locked in prison. Phillip, Joy and Little John have an amazing break-in into the jail but they are betrayed by one of the Merry Men and captured. Meanwhile, King Richard dies in Phillip's arms and he has a sobfest hugging his dad's body, and he takes off his jacket (woot woot) to cover the body. Seob's just wearing this billowy medieval white shirt and breeches right and looking fabulous hahaha. Next, Gilbert and Prince John comes in and drags Seob away to be hanged. and wow this scene, Seob's really sacrificing his body for this, cz he literally gets thrown everywhere on stage, dragged on the floor and hits the ground hard many times. Definitely will have bruises by the end of the night. One of the guards threw him too hard for real and I think he's really falling down cz I could hear the bump and even the guard was stunned for a moment LOL but Seob being the professional that he is just gets up and sings like nothing has happened
They drag him to the hangman's noose and put the rope round his neck and he sings a song of revenge and cries at the end. And then Robin rescues everyone at the last minute and they run to stop the coronation. Joy is supposedly killed in the escape trying to save Phillip and there is more sobfest over the fallen Joy by dear Phillip who cries a lot in this musical. (BUT STILL LOOKS HOT AND ADORABLE WHILE CRYING...WHYYYYYY) There's this amazing swordfight between Robin and Gilbert and then Robin kills Gilbert. Marian runs away to become a nun and Phillip just picks up the crown. His coronation isn't shown but I assume he becomes king, I couldn't understand the narration.
Robin and Phillip return from hunting and reach a nunnery. Robin requests for water from a nun who is none other than Marian who tries to poison him but fails. OMG THIS PART, Gilbert introduces Phillip to Marian as BEAST's XXX (cute ad lib xP) but before he can say Seob's real name, Phillip stops him hahahaha. Phillip wants to kill her but Robin spares her life and she runs away. Robin is supposedly dying and Phillip mourns him again (and cries again hahaha) then Robin miraculously wakes up and says I'm not dying why are you crying LOL
Then they have another grand song with all the Merry Men and Phillip sings that he will be a good king which gets him hit once more by Robin, telling him that he isn't a good king unless he reduces taxes LOL They sing one more grand song and it ends
The curtain call was fantastic. Most of the audience were there for Seob, he got the loudest cheer and pterodactyl screams and whoops. I definitely contributed to some of the whooping and cheering and went all out fangirl mode but I'm proud of it I don't care TT He didn't cry though for the last show but I'm still so so so proud of him and I'm glad I came.
We were all waiting for him to come down after the show but he didn't. I'm a tiny bit disappointed but at least I met Prince John, Gilbert and Gregory and they all signed my programme book!!!!! omg 2nd celeb fansigning in my life. haha though they are only musical actors. Took selcas with Gilbert and Gregory too. Gilbert was sooooo freaking cute too!!!!!!! They are really different people onstage and in real life, I'm so impressed.
And I can say I experienced the korean fan crush while trying to get my book signed, it's crazy yet orderly. Some kfans are really nice, one girl helped to bring my book to the front after she got hers signed and they were all really surprised that foreigner me came to watch the show. Prince John was very confused hahaha
All in all, a fantastic experience and I'll always treasure this memory in Seoul. Didn't get to meet Seob in person but hopefully sometime in these 4 months, I'll get a sighting of him?? Who knows, I can only hope.
5 years and counting...Seobie-ah you are still the number one celeb in my heart (love love love) Dylan and Doo can't take that place yet even though they're fighting really hard xP
Saturday, October 25, 2014
I need redemption...
I don't know how I'm going to pull myself out of this rut my life seems to have become. I feel like I did work hard but nothing went the way it was supposed to go..Oct 17 was just a really really bad day where everything went wrong. I have to make up for it and I don't know whether I can do it, I stress and stress about this every semester, isn't university supposed to be fun...no I just keep counting and counting, what mark do I need to get to get this grade and maintain that stellar GPA that everyone seems to get effortlessly and yet I can't seem to do it even though I work hard and worry worry worry the entire semester and I don't know why
And the feeling of not being happy all the time, I don't know why I'm not happy...I don't have meaningful connections with anyone, no close group of friends here like what I used to have , and all this just makes me sad every time I see them here or the people back home and what they have. I have lots of friends yes but no one I would tell my secrets too, no one to share troubles with and the person whom I thought was my meaningful connection is suddenly too wrapped up in her own life to care or even listen when I try to talk to her...what happened to we live so close, we should see each other often, no such thing, I invite and invite her to everything that's happening and she turns me down every single time...I haven't seen her in 3 weeks and only one street separates us, she doesn't even take the initiative to contact me to go out for a meal or anything, so I don't see why I should keep doing all the work
I really need redemption, too much bottling up of feelings can kill you but who to turn to, who to tell, who will understand...this is not depression, I know it's not because I can still function, I'm not suicidal but I'm just not happy and I haven't been in a long time...
I need to be stronger, my troubles are so petty, so many people out there suffer so much more but they can still be happy
In this big big world called life, probably you and only you can save yourself, ultimately you and only you will care about yourself
everything is so idealistic until you experience it and bam everything hurts and you're kind of by yourself to pick up the pieces
I guess I feel slightly better now
And the feeling of not being happy all the time, I don't know why I'm not happy...I don't have meaningful connections with anyone, no close group of friends here like what I used to have , and all this just makes me sad every time I see them here or the people back home and what they have. I have lots of friends yes but no one I would tell my secrets too, no one to share troubles with and the person whom I thought was my meaningful connection is suddenly too wrapped up in her own life to care or even listen when I try to talk to her...what happened to we live so close, we should see each other often, no such thing, I invite and invite her to everything that's happening and she turns me down every single time...I haven't seen her in 3 weeks and only one street separates us, she doesn't even take the initiative to contact me to go out for a meal or anything, so I don't see why I should keep doing all the work
I really need redemption, too much bottling up of feelings can kill you but who to turn to, who to tell, who will understand...this is not depression, I know it's not because I can still function, I'm not suicidal but I'm just not happy and I haven't been in a long time...
I need to be stronger, my troubles are so petty, so many people out there suffer so much more but they can still be happy
In this big big world called life, probably you and only you can save yourself, ultimately you and only you will care about yourself
everything is so idealistic until you experience it and bam everything hurts and you're kind of by yourself to pick up the pieces
I guess I feel slightly better now
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Don't Look At Me Like That
can I just drown in your eyes .......//keyboard smashes// Effy Stonem and Stiles ....SOBSSSSSSSSSS..just like my OT6...I've never looked back
this song would fit Asylum so well too
this song would fit Asylum so well too
When the lights start to turn off, I quietly go to meet you
A flower blooms in the world that’s only filled with thorns
Why? Why not?
They whisper and go against us
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love
A flower blooms in the world that’s only filled with thorns
Why? Why not?
They whisper and go against us
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love
Don’t look at me like that
We’re just in love, that’s all
Don’t hate on us, however you’re viewing us
We’re just a little different
Just leave us alone
We’re just in love, that’s all
Don’t hate on us, however you’re viewing us
We’re just a little different
Just leave us alone
Can’t we live in a world where time stands still?
Why? Why not?
We did nothing wrong
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love
Why? Why not?
We did nothing wrong
Why? Why not?
We’re so in love
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Shadow.....
Even when you are the flames, I'll still jump in because until always you're my last
OMG THIS LINE...THIS FREAKING LINE...I'm just crying right now...the power of this line..it's beautiful!!!!
I love this song, love the dark everything and it has to have a beautiful line as well...this totally describes D and Y's relationship in Asylum....Asylum is an awesome story //sobs// the loaded with money weapons specialist and the pyromaniac boy...this is their freaking song
I'm so proud of my bb's :')
on another note
I can't stop listening to Red's Already Over ....this alternative rock band is unique in the sense that all their songs fit right in with a movie soundtrack...take a listen...It's in English so don't worry xP
OMG THIS LINE...THIS FREAKING LINE...I'm just crying right now...the power of this line..it's beautiful!!!!
I love this song, love the dark everything and it has to have a beautiful line as well...this totally describes D and Y's relationship in Asylum....Asylum is an awesome story //sobs// the loaded with money weapons specialist and the pyromaniac boy...this is their freaking song
I'm so proud of my bb's :')
on another note
I can't stop listening to Red's Already Over ....this alternative rock band is unique in the sense that all their songs fit right in with a movie soundtrack...take a listen...It's in English so don't worry xP
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