Monday, September 27, 2010

OMG...IT'S 28TH SEPTEMBER...today's the day that 'BREATH' comes out....im so excited....it's not out online yet...just past 12....ill wait a bit longer XDDDD

i heard there's gonna be another concert on 12th December...i dunno of it's in Malaysia OR Singapore....please please please don't let it clash with my diploma date......this time i will do whatever it takes to go...i cannot bear missing it again =S

i will hog the TV at 5 pm on Friday.....'military look'....INTERESTING =D

it's now 2 am....and it's out!!!!! =D...downloaded everything
im feeling vengeful today...coz someone did me wrong today...but she thought i didn't know...seriously...do u think im stupid??

do u know what's the definition of bad friend??? SHE is the definition....coz u don't do things like that to your friend....call me sensitive...but here you go..here's the story...interpret it yourself

today...someone came to my class personally and called me out for something.....i thought oh it must be important....so i went out...she said....XX teacher wants to see you...and im like HUH?? what happened???

you know what really happened??? on Friday...the teacher gave specific instructions to that someone to clear something that had been put outside for ages....but she forgot or she didn't want to do it ..i don't know...anyway the teacher saw the work undone and wanted to scold her for it....

the uncleared things used to be part of my job...but the teacher very clearly asked her to do it....so it should be her responsibility right....so she should be the one getting scolded...but no...she comes all the way to my class and calls me out to see the teacher with her...what's that supposed to mean??? it's obviously her ploy to drag me down with her..to share the scolding so to speak...but luckily she was the only one who got scolded..not me...if not i would have definitely said something...and they wouldn't be nice things

how could she be so mean??? i thought we were friends....but i guess we aren't such good friends after all...friends don't do things like this to each other

in reality...i know how she really is....she thinks im so innocent and easily bullied..but little does she know that I know...i bear the brunt yes...but i remember....and i don't forgive or forget easily

since im feeling so so mega pissed now...i might as well dedicate something to some other people....don't look down so much on us 'CHINESE SCHOOL PPL'...as we are so 'nicely' labelled by you all....don't take advantage of us and don't think we're stupid.....when u look down on us....it obviously shows me how ignorant you actually are....in the working world....knowing Chinese is a bonus my dears...i have heard so many stories of ppl losing jobs to someone else coz they don't know Chinese....so we shall just wait and see

writing poison comes so easily when im angry...im so sorry...im not like this normally

Saturday, September 11, 2010

just came back from Ipoh today...im feeling very sad...my grandparents are retiring soon...i know they should stop..coz they're already so old...but i don't want to say goodbye to that old shop that ive known all my life....i guess i don't want life to change and never be the same again....i know it sounds stupid...but i don't ever want to grow up

exams are coming..i know that's all i can think about these days...coz my days are numbered...and i feel sooooo damn scared...coz i don't have time to cram everything inside my brain....im going to Beijing next week....of course i feel excited...but it's gonna take up a lot of my study time...and im so worried...im really stupid right??? most people would jump at the chance to go for an overseas holiday...but im complaining so much

happy times are over....misery....i spent an amazing three days at my aunt's house with my cousins...and those days were one of the best of my life this year...just forget everything and go mad playing....we had a barbecue..and my cousin drove me to Kajang where we had this famous spicy pepper soup...and later to Broga in Negeri Sembilan for this amazing cendol...the best ive ever had...heaven for the food lover in me

and guess what....i watched Step Up 3 AGAIN...im mad yes...but it was free...who wouldn't??? coz im crazy about the show anyway

OMG...i just remembered...it's September....some thing that I really look forward to is happening this month....their COMEBACK!

I have been anticipating it since August but due to someone's surgery..it was delayed but it's coming up soon...YES!!!!

I LOVE 비스트 !!!!! ...get well soon dear 요섭

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

hello!!!! guess what time it is.....it's 2 am on a school night and im still here....oh god...i need to quit my night owl habit...it's taking a toll on my health....i feel like a zombie all the time...hahaha

nothing much to blog about....just updating to revive the deadness that is my blog

what's happening??? WELL..the holidays are coming and I can't wait.....i don't know why...there are no plans yet but i feel there will be a lot of activities this hols....and im going to BEIJING!!! definitely worth getting excited about....big city and all that...did I mention i love BIG CITIES??? i feel so happy in big cities.....TORONTO for it's I'm home feeling, CHICAGO for it's cleanliness and beautiful buildings, LONDON for it's diversity and history, SEOUL (OMG..I LOVE SEOUL!!!) for it's amazing shopping and entertainment scene, TAIPEI for it's street food.....why oh why do i love every big city except Kuala Lumpur??? I really don't know...but i know i will die of boredom if i live in the country

but there is rain on my parade...exams are coming...too soon in fact..and i haven't started studying at all....im totally lost in every single subject...what am i going to do??? and there is the accounts project to do.....sigh

my sister is leaving for uni tomorrow.....will i miss her?? I think i will....no one to argue with anymore...no one to watch Dream Team with and cackle with laughter at the ridiculousness of it all....for one year...and most of all...no more on call tuition teacher...okay..im feeling very depressed now...

and i think im getting sick again.....please no.....i just recovered...and here I go again

im suddenly crazy..every paragraph in rainbow colours....haha...i just feel 'colourful' suddenly