i hate myself....little miss big shoulders....i will never look as gorgeous as you in a strapless dress....and im so jealous

im thin enough...there's no doubt about that....but i will forever look fat no matter how thin i am...due to the lack of a protruding collar bone and thick curved shoulders...a horrible family inheritance...but there's no one to blame...if you lack what i have...you are so lucky (which is actually the majority)

so random

I HATE GUYS WITH COLLARBONES....you don't need it...donate it to me...hahahahaha =DDDDDD

to happier things.....i vowed never to be one of them...i don't know what you did...but you melted my heart of steel....and now i am one of them....a really serious case

I 'HATE' YOU HAPPY HORMONES!!! =DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATALIE CHOONG!!!

HAVE A FANTASTIC SWEET SIXTEEN !!!!

i bought many things today...so satisfied with my purchases


firstly now i own Radiant Shadows =))))



ive always been a Dark Court fan....Irial, Niall and Seth....hahahaha


now it's all about Ani and Devlin...oo...Devlin is cool...i only just realised =DDDD

anddddddddddddd...i bought their CD =DDDDD

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I DID THAT....it was just on impulse...no planning involved...i saw it and i bought it...hahahaha.....my sister thinks im crazy

and the big news....not really big coz you guys can see for yourselves...i cut my hair again...hahahaha

accounts exam next week.....very nervous..coz the teacher has such high expectations of me (thanks to my overachieving sister)...and the result will be forwarded to my mum...so i can't even do badly....haihz

there is so much time for me now....but i don't know what to do...only three days have passed... and im already bored...what to do????

pity the scouts who all went to camp....no enjoying their weekend after the exams

went to pavillion today....there's a huge forever 21 there...me likey.....and i had lobster for lunch...so today was a good day

why are my recent posts all about food??? XD...i dunno either...i just love food

continuation of my music discussion

hmmm....this new band that i like..haha

members members

HS----i don't like u much...you look too gay for my liking....get a haircut...but you can definitely sing and dance..nothing more to say about you..coz i don't like you

GK---u are too narcissistic...enough of the showing of muscles and exercising already...muscles don't look good on you...coz you're too short for them im sorry to say...i know you have great abs...but you don't have to pull your shirt up in every photo and performance

JH-- THE JOKER..It completely kills you to act cute LOL LOL LOL...i love your idiocy....and your glasses...keep being funny and forgetful...you are a terrible fail at game shows xD

DW---the youngest one...but the tallest...lol...i thought you were too quiet but you are so sarcastic and you say such random things...and yea....you are the best dancer when it comes to girl group copying....i could see u really enjoying yourself dancing to Change....hahahahaha....looks can be deceiving

DJ---the ever responsible fantastic piano playing leader who always goes to Africa and Laos to dig holes...lol...and football freak why are u always joined to the hip of your BFF/boyfriend YS?? you do anything and everything for him xD...not complaining..i like it

last but not least...YS..the 'newly became' adult who looks like a little kid ..and DJ'S other half xD...why are u so sporting for everything?? hahaha...the most beautiful 'actress/starlet' ever....you don't look like much....but i love your voice....so melodious...no wonder you're the lead vocal...your rendition of Baby Baby and Eric Benet's Last Time I Fall In Love makes my insides melt...and you're really good at English..hardly any accent and perfect grammar =)))...maybe it's all thanks to Daniel...who is sadly back in the US...i miss your videos =(

*** the two of you have uncountable 'MOMENTS' ....makes everyone very suspicious...hahaha

since i have nothing better to do at this late hour due to Youtube's disruption of my plans to watch Asian TV series tonight....i will do a review on my thoughts about the Western TV series im watching now and some singers

WARNING---DO NOT READ IF NOT INTERESTED...THERE WILL BE LOTS OF WORDS...haha...and u probably don't know what im talking about anyway....just wasting space and time...don't mind me...just skip it =)


first up.. SUPERNATURAL!!!!

ah...my all time favourite series...sadly none of my close friends watch it....scary maybe??? sometimes but i feel it's more funny than scary....right now the story has evolved from fighting ghosts to the Apocalypse and Heaven and Hell

so complicated...but so compelling..we'll just see how it goes

now for character reviews

DEAN WINCHESTER

my dream older brother....he will do anything to protect his younger sibling...even die or kill....hilarious fella ,food addict ( where's my pie? xD) and super flirt...but lately he's getting very emo...but we can't blame him....all that weight on his shoulders...with his sad sad past of broken family and no love...it's all too much to bear..and he's destined to kill his brother.. Sammy is so mean to him...please survive the war....ill be really upset if u die

SAM WINCHESTER

is it just me or are you getting uglier and uglier as the seasons wear on..oh yeah...and more annoying too..haha....the younger bro who wants to get away from his wacko family..studious serious type with a really bad temper when provoked....addicted to demon blood coz he's part demon himself....and destined to be Lucifer's vessel....please be nice to Dean and remember it's not all about you....oh how i miss you in season 1...when you still had a sense of humour

CASTIEL

everyone's favourite resident guardian angel....the only angel to disobey God besides Lucifer....i love how he called God a son of a bitch...totally not used to human ways....he doesn't know what's a cellphone..haha....very serious but ends up looking hilariously blur...recently discovered the joys of eating red meat...is terrified of women....and he's always around when Sam and Dean need him...im so sad...he's going to die during the final showdown between heaven and hell

BOBBY SINGER

the much beloved Bobby ..Sam and Dean's best friend hunter who always has their backs..pretends to be police and FBI chiefs for them..haha.....i love his dry sense of humour and sharp sarcasm....behaves like a father to them after John died....he's gonna die as well...so sad

now i know she's dead and no longer around as a cast member..but she's the only female character im a fan of..so i can't resist

BELA TALBOT

super thief and sharpshooter..always gets in the way of the boys...sarcastic and a BRIT....she was my female idol in the show...so cool and sophisticated...she died in season 3....sad story...she has a sad past as well....if only she had stuck around longer..she and Dean might have a thing...coz they have such an awesome love/hate relationship

there are more characters but they're not main so i won't list them

moving on

CRIMINAL MINDS

awesome show about the Behavioural Analysis Unit of the FBI...beats CSI hands down...it deals with psychos which make it more interesting to watch and it's so real...the people act real professional...not like CSI where everyone just tries to be cool

Ladies first

EMILY PRENTISS

the most senior female member...she's calm and composed all the time..she never loses her cool and she's a softy deep down past the tough exterior...really loves her job...she doesn't need to work coz she 's an ambassador's daughter but she still does and i respect her for that

JENNIFER 'JJ' JAREAU

the media liaison for the FBI...don't let her innocent looks fool you...she's a genius..and my fave character...im so glad she got her own happy ever after romance...and she's very compassionate...loves children

PENELOPE GARCIA

super hacker...can get information anywhere...into bright colours and has super bubbly personality...i think she's really cute but she behaves like a little kid so she needs to grow up....has a crush on Derek Morgan....hahaha

there's still the guys..but im tired will put em up later

now moving on to the SINGER section

Agnes Carlsson
my ifemale idol like some people idolise Taylor Swift...i don't care that she's Swedish....she's a fantastic singer..winner of Swedish Idol Season 2...and really friendly to fans....she looks a lot like Leona Lewis....but please don't compare her to Leona...Leona's awesome and i love her as well..but Agnes and Leona are 2 different people so ppl should stop comparing them

she sings really nice dancey songs that make me happy listening to them...and she has a great range as well...but unfortunately...since no one knows her here...i can't find her album =(

LITTLE BOOTS

why do i like her??? coz her music is unique and original..there's no one else like her currently...it's like dance but not exactly dance...and she composed everything herself....i love her instrument the tenori-on...i want one!!!..im sad as well..coz i can't find her album here either

CONGRATZ IF YOU READ TILL THE END WITHOUT GETTING BORED....hehe..sorry...just feeling random...blame youtube...i hate you for suspending that channel...you just ruined my entire holidays!!!!

i was so happy...they finally got it....i could watch it..and now stupid YOUTUBE suspended the channel..the only one of its kind..please come back...reupload or something....you are my only source

or i will never be able to see it again =((((

if only i went on a downloading spree when i had the chance..got all the videos....but how was i to know this was going to happen??!!!

misery misery misery

im so sorry for abandoning my poor bloggie for so long

haihz...exams are over...now the long and nervous wait for the dreaded results

im so scared now....mr gan said that there were people that failed add maths....please don't let it be me....please please...i left like 20 marks of questions blank..and i didn't finish some of the others...no final answer...just did the working...and i don't even know whether the ones i did are right or not...god im so nervous...after exams are supposed to be fun...but im so nervous

physics and sejarah are goners....i don't know about the rest....most probably moral will be as well..coz i don't even know what im answering

some good news at last...i was so upset that my trip to Italy was cancelled..but now im going to KOREA!!! on a gourmet tour....that means food binge...hahahahhaa....ill be fat when i come back

there's gonna be unagi, king crab, shabu shabu and much more...OMG i can't wait...and i going to EVERLAND....crazy rollercoasters here i come....just let me get through the few days before school ends without bad news

there's now an icebox where my heart used to be =D

I will never ever look down on those bands formed by entertainment companies ever again

Do you know what im talking about?? im talking about the many boybands and girl bands churned out by entertainment companies by the dozen..be it Western or Asian

i used to look down on them and laugh at them....( WHAT KIND OF CRAPPY MUSIC IS THIS?)..coz to me their music sounded more or less alike..and it was just so cliche...videos full of dance moves to make them look cool..so many of them around....but now ive developed a whole new respect for them

recently...i started watching those MTV documentaries that follow the journey of boybands and girlbands being formed...and i was shocked by what i saw....

ALL THE MEMBERS HAVE TO GO THROUGH A GRUELLING PROCESS FULL OF SUFFERING AND STRESS BEFORE DEBUTING

i used to think..those people are so lucky..they just get selected to become a superstar overnight..and they make it big..so much glory..but in reality ..they have to go through so much before succeeding..audition after audition...lesson after lesson...practice after practice...and in these programs they get put down so much by their superiors...about how they're not doing enough and blah blah blah

i watched one Western documentary...yes they suffer too...full of hard knocks before making it big...but however much they are stressed...Caucasians generally don't push so hard...not like Asians...so the people that i have the utmost respect for are the Asian boybands and girlbands

yes..to me most Asian music sounds crappy..but i never knew the hard work behind it

i used to have a problem about the image portrayed by the various Korean girlbands and boybands..girls always act too cute till it's annoying and the boys make themselves look too cool...but after watching these documentaries...i realised they have no say in the matter..they are just manipulated by the heads of the companies that they are under..they have to do whatever they are asked to do or get kicked out

take SNSD for example...i can say that i hate them...coz they always act cute and they have all gone for plastic surgery before to make them look pretty..but according to some articles i read online...they were forced to do it....fact or fiction..i don't know...but it is possible that its true...and if it is...i feel sorry for them..coz if they refuse to do it...they'll just be replaced by someone who is willing...that's how harsh the entertainment industry in Korea is like

during my documentary watching process...i felt so sorry for all the boybands that i used to hate..those super famous boybands who have members that look like girls...they have no choice but to portray that kind of image..i mean..the company even decides what hairstyle they're supposed to have...and even their personalities that they show to the public....okay...that's just too much...if you watch the documentaries..you see that they are actually different ppl in reality

and i watched this band taking voice lessons with a voice coach...omg they can actually all sing so well...it's just the songs they sing that sound crappy...but the voice coach just kept yelling at them all the way..and said they weren't trying hard enough....you could actually see the disappointment in their faces..and they had dance practice for the whole day....and then their boss came in and said that they're not doing enough..come on..they all look exhausted okay

they seem so perfect on the outside...so many fans...so much fame...but i don't think that kind of life is fun...they can't even screw up a little bit...can't even dig their noses or go off key while singing..if not the whole embarassing thing will be put by tons of fans on youtube

now i can imagine why so many Korean stars commit suicide

life as an entertainer is so hard....i almost feel guilty for downloading songs illegally online coz of the hard work put in...

in conclusion...i will never think badly of Asian groups ever again...coz i really admire their determination to make it big.. i can't say the same for solo singers though..but the groups...you guys did such a good job to make it this far...and i don't think i can do the same...

i may never like their music...except for a few exceptions =) ...but i won't put them down anymore

for the first time in my life....i feel totally unprepared for the exams....i can't seem to remember anything i studied...and it's a whole new format....totally alien...and i don't know what im going to do

this is the only time when i feel completely terrified...ive never felt like this before...and add maths is killing me...i mean i did the workbook in school...but when i reach home and do some other books..i can't remember how to do it without an example...maybe im relying too much on the workbook answers to do it previously...i really don't know...but there's not much time left..and im experiencing a panic attack as of now

it would be alright if the whole exam was just add maths...i can just do it all the time like a mad person..but there's so many other subjects,,and i don't feel secure about any of them...and i can't share my woes....my parents think im doing fine...all my friends just say "Aiya, don't worry lah...u r so smart, if u dunno how to do...we will be worse off"

nobody understands...I AM NOT SMART...it's all hard work that got my results...if i was smart..it wouldn't take me so damn long to understand science and maths questions....

=(

today was st john exam day....and i think i may have failed the theory part and bandaging

theory was my fault...coz i didn't study enough...that's for sure...i only started studying at 10 something at night for it...and i just simply flipped thru coz i wanted to go watch tv...LOL....so i darent' guess what im going to get

transportation, choking and CPR were ok...woohoo...i got everything correct for CPR..the examiner even said very good

but the killer was bandaging...but not really the bandaging part...it was answering questions on bandaging...omg..i didn't know the answers at all...'What are the uses of soft padding??"

as far as i know and what ive been taught...soft padding are to be used during fractures to give the casualty comfort..how am i supposed to know that u can use it like dressings and to stop bleeding??? i mean..the question asked about padding..since when padding and bleeding were connected?

wei ying's question was even worse...what can be used to replace a cervical collar??? we were both like "What the hell is that??" so anyway i thought it was something to do with the waist...coz of the word cervical...u know..cervix...but it was actually to support the neck...again...how were we supposed to know...we were never taught that either..so in the end we kept giving stupid guesses...until the examiner got so fed up...he just told us the answer...urgh....i dunno whether we will fail that part coz of that

anywayz...if i really fail...i might not take the exam again next year...coz by the time i get the cert..im graduating...so i dunno...maybe maybe...i just hope i can pass...coz i wasted half a day there

im such a hypocrite...enough said

if u really knew me....you would understand what i meant....

haha...im just making exceptions this time...never again..till i find something better

Im going to fight for justice tomorrow....know what I mean?? let me tell you

as all of us already know...our school is going to have Hari Karnival..and that means our class will have to work together to plan the activities and assign jobs...it's supposed to be a class thing right?

but not for my class....a group of stupid ppl decided to take it upon themselves to plan everything without discussion with the rest of the class...just their little group of friends...because the monitor is in that group....

and they wanted a ghost house...fine...a ghost house is interesting..its fun to plan and all...BUT...we have to sell food on that day too...

those stupid ppl decided to distribute the fun jobs about the ghost house among themselves...AGAIN...without telling us...and they just threw the selling of food jobs at us....come on..are we a class or what?? no discussion...no nothing...it's as if we don't have mouths...they can just speak for us

so i mentioned it to them..i said don't throw us to do the food...we want in on the games things also...and guess what..their faces changed immediately...that means they really intended to do that in the first place...and they had the cheek to ignore us

anyway...i won't stand for this....i won't be civil either..since u don't treat us as classmates even...u want a battle fine....TRY ME....you won't like me when im angry X(

Gregory Lemarchal ( 1983-2007)


30th April was the 3rd anniversary of your passing..taken so young....rest in peace and god bless you.....i don't care that i don't understand a word of what you are singing...you were one of the best singers i ever knew...your disability does not affect your vocal skill at all..in fact you're better than so many others..and you will always be remembered by your fans....

repose en paix...your suffering is over at last

you rock!!

This is so funny...im not a big fan of Asian music...and never will be..and this is totally unlike me to listen to Asian music...let alone K-pop....but these two are such amazing singers so they're exceptions...and they make a great pair .LOL...well...im biased..coz i love Bad Girl

*DooSeob* =)

im feeling more random then you will ever know...do u know what i want to talk about suddenly...ROLLER-COASTERS...not just any ROLLER COASTERS..extreme ones

let's see..im not gonna do it by level of scariness..just random

no 1...im proud to say ive been on it

THE DIVING MACHINE G5 in JANFUSAN FANCYWORLD TAIWAN

the name says it all...the diving machine with extreme 5G forces...it's straight down...a 90 degree angle..and the drop is located at the side of a mountain..so you are literally plunging into a valley




feeling queasy yet??? i must be crazy to go on this thing...but i did...and i can prove it =)

no 2

X2 (SIX FLAGS MAGIC MOUNTAIN)

Unlike traditional coasters where trains only parallel the track, X2 sends riders screaming around its 3,600-foot maze of steel track aboard massive wing-shaped trains where the seats extend off of the track to the sides of the vehicle, allowing them to independently rotate you head over heels, forward and backward creating a one-of-a-kind "don't know what to expect next" sensation. X2 launches the extreme thrills of X into a new dimension with the addition of a light experience that changes with every ride. It's a 5 dimension ride

a 215 foot plunge..crazy!!!

no 3

THE HULK ( UNIVERSAL STUDIOS FLORIDA)


I FEEL SICK JUST LOOKING AT THIS

no 4

THE TOP THRILL DRAGSTER (CEDAR POINT US)

in case u were wondering...the red and white thing is the track..can you imagine??? OMG

no 5

Millenium Force (Cedar Point)

THIS IS A MONSTER..NOT A ROLLER COASTER

did the first one look scary?? it's the mildest...these are seriously for adrenaline junkies only

there...im happy now =)