Friday, April 30, 2010

this song gets me every time...so catchy

Agnes...you might not be famous in this part of the world..but to me you're awesome...Swedish music = GOOD

keep rockin in the US and hopefully you'll reach here soon...and then ill be proud to say i discovered you first =)


Saturday, April 24, 2010

why must people change??? why!!!

since we entered form 4...everything has changed.....people are different...loyalties have changed as well...and there are so much more politics between everyone

maybe this is how life is really like...full of disillusionment and jealousy...you see something that other people have..and you feel jealous..though it has nothing to do with you....you try your hardest to do something right...but nothing good ever comes out of it...in fact your predicament becomes worse...and it's not even your fault
Ive abandoned my blog for soooooooooo long..that i better update =)

exams are coming.....hate hate hate it!!! this is the first time i actually feel terrified about exams...physics and BM are the killers this time i think

anyway..im gonna wash some dirty linen in public....you can choose your friends but you can't choose your relatives...yes im talking about some mean relatives of mine...and guess what...they are every staunch Malaysian's nightmare....Singaporeans

I thought they were free of the Singapore syndrome (which equals kiasu-ness, selfishness and that im so much better than you poor Malaysians attitude)...but i was wrong....they are like that..yes i know you are the creme de la creme of Singaporean society but no need to treat our family like dirt....your daughter's stupid wedding is not the most important thing in the world!!!!
ask us for money to sponsor your daughter's wedding gift but don't give us any hospitality at all as expected of 'close relatives'

seriously.....everyone here is shocked and disappointed

i always knew you weren't as nice as you seemed to be... but no one believed me...now your true colours have been revealed

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Life and friendship is all about trust...if you saw something you shouldn't have seen...you have no right to blab to anyone about it...whoever it may be and whatever it is.....because that's what trust is about...knowing something about somebody yet not telling

hopefully this gets through to somebody....or have you already broken my trust?

that i really don't know..

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

i just love this song so much....it sounds so happy...too happy for it's content even...




im so proud of myself..i found this band myself..leading me to this amazing movie before anyone else last year
i found out something really terrible about a certain classmate today...OMG...this will teach me to never judge a book by it's cover...i really thought he was a decent, polite, teacher fearing student..but in reality, he's nothing but a spoilt, disrespectful person who thinks too highly of his English skills

my dear...your head is too big for your shoulders..

and he is mean...always asking such difficult questions during the oral test..and throwing a hissy fit like a girl when he can't get his way..unbelievable

seriously...my impression of him changed so drastically today...what a lesson learnt
our school is mean...in the takwim their exam period stretches to almost one month..but even though the exam does not last that long..they'll make it stretch till the end..stupid stupid administration!!!

because of you..i can't follow my dad and my whole family on my dad's company trip to Beijing....im stuck alone at home taking exams....while my family has fun...i hate hate hate it!!!

why is life so pitiful nowadays?

Saturday, April 3, 2010


THE INTERNET LIED TO ME!!! they said this show would come out on the 1st of April but it's not showing yet...grrr..im anticipating this show soooooo badly...i want to watch it ...i want to watch it..i want to watch it!!!

im crazy already

omg ..this show is just too hilarious..and the Friday Night Boys song is inside...gosh..please come out faster!!!

this is the trailer...watch if you want



i have nothing to say anymore...nada....i just know that im really pissed at you for pressuring me...i don't have to answer to anyone..i didn't want this

maybe i wanted it last time...but im having really serious doubts now...coz im too busy...im not dedicated enough..maybe...so stop expecting so much from me....coz you will never get it
i haven't blogged in ages...just been sooo busy lately with projects and stuff.....

sports day is coming up and i dunno if i should join the sports day marching for st john...seriously worried about it...i signed up but i have no time to go...and i blew off the selection date that day...am i kicked out??

sigh..it's just soo taxing..takes up so much time till im really doubtful whether i should go...the trainers must be really dedicated..im up to my neck in work but they go everyday...it's like they don't have to attend tuition or do homework....UNBELIEVABLE

im so sad..my sister's going back to uni after a really fun 2 weeks..believe it or not..ill miss her....i kinda got used to her not being around..but now that she's here..ill miss her all over again

just so depressed all over again...but im not EMO..that's the last thing i want to be