its time i spoke up

im guilty..so guilty...and so unhappy for so long

i know u treat me so well....but something is lacking...since u never gave me such a grand affair ( u did but it was severely lacking compared to the current one) .....why should i do the same for u when ur time comes....at my expense...unlike most ppl...i don't have a lot of pocket money...and u promised u would do it for me ...maybe at a later date...but u never did...just goes without saying im not so important

there is a saying...an eye for an eye...but i don't see it ...that's why i keep thinking...why should i do it for you???? but...i will do it...u know why....because im better..i just want u to know

i feel so guilty....so guilty..yet soooo mad..maybe u'll understand...but u won't understand..i'll just be the bad person...i know

exams are over...obvie...or i wouldn't be here...am seriously worried about the results though..everything seems to be quite lousy...to me that is...so don't go saying my results are so good compared to yours

so far ive gotten three subjects back...these marks are only if the teachers give 10 marks

sejarah: 86....my god the whole class was a goner for this one so i should thank my lucky stars
geo: 94
math: 91 i know i could have done better...lots of careless mistakes


today there is school ...but im not there...coz today is the teacher's day celebrations...so nada..im not going

gonna die soon...tomorrow's my first aid exam...and im all the more terrified coz the exam is gonna be harder this year =X

SO WISH ME LUCK!!!!

today's amanda foo's bday...so happy birthday girl!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sorry i can't wish u thru sms coz my phone has finally conked out....might get it repaired might not

i was feeling ridiculously random...so i decided to put album covers of some singers in my album art collection here to brighten up my blog..haha...some of them are really beautiful and creative...recognise any???

i don't think so coz most of these ppl are not widely known in malaysia

exams are on wednesday....i am so dead...just can't seem to get my head round algebraic formulae....i used to be good at math until now...what am i still doing online at 12 something at night???

listen to the song that's playing...one of my fave westlife songs...coz of the lyrics...call me a hopeless romantic...but this is my fave kind of love story...best friends to something more

here are the lyrics

We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

I've heard you talk about(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love songYeah...

You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know

I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song

i know our class blog has these pics...everyone's blog has these pics but im still putting them here =P

our class rocks!!!

but i am so still gonna kill nat for not being there

TAGGED BY JYE SZE

1 . What have you been doing recently?
Projects

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
Yes.

3 . What happened at 10am today?
Recess time

4 . When did you last cry?
Dunno

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
sometimes

6 . What do you want in life now?
Everything

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
umbrella

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
sleep...

9 . What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
sms

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
never...its unhygienic

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
transporter 3

14 . What are you proud of ?
piano...music...books...well everything

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
from someone i wouldn't tell you

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
why i should i tell you??

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
yang yang

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
juin yi

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
12

20 . Are you currently happy?
no

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
mum and dad

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yup =p

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
none...

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
yes

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
my sis

26.Do you like yourself?
of course!!!

27.You want $5 or $10?
all

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
yes...

29.Who is your best best best fren?
no one...i have lots

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
secret

31.Who is your favourite stars?
dunno...it's a secret

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
yes..when she scolds me for no reason

33.Do you had even stead before?
erm..wat's that??

34.what type of boy do you like?
i would never tell

35.Now are you single/attached?
single

tag 10 ppl
1. juin yi
2. mei yan
3. ivy
4. sze hui
5. venus
6. wei ying
7.tzia e
8. michelle
9. chyi tian
10.zhou yue

1. Would you date number 5?
no...im not a lesbian

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
go to see her in hospital

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
kill no 9 lol

4.You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
ransack her room

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
how weird?

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
8 doesn't know 10. .i think

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
cool...let's go

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
im going now

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
must keep in touch

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.l
ok..weird

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
don't touch me

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
can...as friend...

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
bully him

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
im already asleep

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
wth!!!

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
comfort her

17. no 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
omg scream!!!

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
thx love animals

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
no way

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
of course

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
she's not overweight

22. Number 7 looks lonely!
chat with her

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave them alone.
hey!!

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
THX!!!love it...

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
her hair is already black

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
oh no

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
no 9 is a very happy person...never seen him sad before

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
bring it on!!!