i feel sad today...just received news that my dear cousin will be moving to Melbourne at the end of this year..PERMANENTLY..

i can't help but feel a tiny bit jealous..as of now...i know of so many people who have gone overseas to study or just stay there permanently....i dunno if migrating is a good or bad thing...people have so many different opinions about things like that...some people say that our country is wonderful...why should we move???...but i can't help feeling that the quality of life might be better elsewhere sometimes

just look at Korea...their Korean War ended the same time we gained independence...so we started off on the same par...but look at them now..and compare us..u can see for yourself...and i just can't help feeling sad and..well yeah..JEALOUS (totally irrelevant...but after visiting Myungdong...i feel angry!!!! why can't we have such a huge Forever 21 here??? seriously 5 floors full..and the shoe designs...wonderful eyecatching colours...it's just like the US..AND THEY ACTUALLY HAVE VANS!!! =DDD...and dirt cheap Converse in wild designs...JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE HIGHER SPENDING POWER)

my dad has brought up the subject many times...do you want to study or live abroad??? to be honest..im legally allowed to choose from two different countries...if u know what i mean...HAHA..so yes..i have thought about it...but no thanks..at least not yet..i have friends here...and living abroad means living alone...no lazing about on the weekends at home glued to the tv and the computer...i can't live without it yet..so no way...not until after SPM



u know how difficult it is to be so excited over something yet you can't share it or people might have a different opinion of you...yeah..i feel like that now....please save me =DDDDDD

i love this song =DDD

ENJOY

WORLD CUP FEVER is everywhere..and i admit....it has gotten to me



i started watching almost every match since the top 16....and i support Asian teams through and through...im proud to be Asian..so obviously i support Japan and Korea....but sadly...THEY ARE OUT



tonight's the final....SPAIN vs NETHERLANDS



who do i support?? SPAIN!!! duh...i have a personal grudge against the NETHERLANDS...especially the players called WESLEY SNEDJER & VAN PERSIE.....god i hate them....they play dirty all the time...and they defeated my beloved URUGUAY...with the fantastic goalkeeper...sad =(((...and JAPAN....i know...it didn't affect JAPAN at all...they still made it through...but i just bear a grudge against any team that defeated my teams...i hate you too PARAGUAY..so glad you are out



i know many people will hate me for saying this...but unlike everyone else..i was glad that ARGENTINA lost....wipe that stupid arrogance of MARADONA'S face...and i don't see why everyone's so hyped up over LEO MESSI...yea...he's good but not that good....so yes i am glad that GERMANY thrashed them...that reminds me...they beat my KOREA once before...so the grudge is back..hahaha =P



anywayz...the final is in one hour's time....should i stay up to watch it and suffer tomorrow....i dunno..still thinking...but i would just like to say



VIVA ESPANA!!! KICK SOME DUTCH ASS!!!



hahaha...sorry for the rudeness....im just really excited lately



im happy too.....DARKEST MERCY is coming out soon...here's the cover...so beautiful right???

hopefully the conclusion is good...coz im a fan

suddenly i feel so happy...coz i got my daily dose of endorphins..and it was wonderful =DDDD

DON'T ASK

hello...im back again...finally =DDD

Carnival Day is finally over...and i feel glad...it's kinda fun yet it gets on my nerves...coz it brings me so many problems

number one...the stupid coupon sales....i can't believe im forced to pay RM 50 for the bloody coupons...and contribute to my class fund as well...come on...money doesn't grow on trees kay?? i thought this was a donation...on a volunteer basis...but no it's not...it's blackmail...after much arguing with my teacher about it...i finally paid only RM 30...but i got THREATENED by the school...HOW??!!! they said..and i quote

" If you don't pay...next time when you leave school and you need anything from us..like a testimony or something...you might not get it...coz you are MURID YANG TIDAK BEKERJASAMA"

WTH is this??? it's a threat right??? my parents were pissed...they wanted to write a letter to the papers about this..and go see the school..but thankfully they didn't coz i persuaded them not to...coz it would mean trouble for me in future...definitely...coz i still have one more year at school

i know many people didn't want to pay as well...but they just didn't dare to speak up....and the most unbelievable thing...my teacher highlighted my name in her book....i feel BRANDED as the bad student...LOL

another thing...i just feel very unwanted...in the preparations for our class thing....my friends and i felt very left out...it's like we were there and we wanted to help...but nobody gave us any thought ...until we opened our mouths....it was like we were in the way or something...and nobody listened to our ideas...it's not like we weren't contributing..we were but no one would hear us out..until the very end...so like whatever...

im not complaining....i felt i did enough....since there wasn't anything for us to do anyway...

but at the end of the day...im glad it's over

ANYONE WHO'S READING THIS...DO NOT FEEL INSULTED..COZ THIS IS JUST MY HONEST OPINION..THAT'S ALL