i feel sad today...just received news that my dear cousin will be moving to Melbourne at the end of this year..PERMANENTLY..

i can't help but feel a tiny bit jealous..as of now...i know of so many people who have gone overseas to study or just stay there permanently....i dunno if migrating is a good or bad thing...people have so many different opinions about things like that...some people say that our country is wonderful...why should we move???...but i can't help feeling that the quality of life might be better elsewhere sometimes

just look at Korea...their Korean War ended the same time we gained independence...so we started off on the same par...but look at them now..and compare us..u can see for yourself...and i just can't help feeling sad and..well yeah..JEALOUS (totally irrelevant...but after visiting Myungdong...i feel angry!!!! why can't we have such a huge Forever 21 here??? seriously 5 floors full..and the shoe designs...wonderful eyecatching colours...it's just like the US..AND THEY ACTUALLY HAVE VANS!!! =DDD...and dirt cheap Converse in wild designs...JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE HIGHER SPENDING POWER)

my dad has brought up the subject many times...do you want to study or live abroad??? to be honest..im legally allowed to choose from two different countries...if u know what i mean...HAHA..so yes..i have thought about it...but no thanks..at least not yet..i have friends here...and living abroad means living alone...no lazing about on the weekends at home glued to the tv and the computer...i can't live without it yet..so no way...not until after SPM



u know how difficult it is to be so excited over something yet you can't share it or people might have a different opinion of you...yeah..i feel like that now....please save me =DDDDDD