Finally school is over!!!! but unfortunately I have to attend school tomorrow...due to being a senior member of the Board of Librarians..I have a retirement party to attend =(

waking up early is so not fun

well in case you didn't already know...our videos did not win...yes im disappointed but i was kind of expecting it..coz who am I kidding?? im not some creative video editing expert...so what are the chances of us winning really?? CLOSE TO NIL

anyway got things to look forward to...Sunway Lagoon next Monday..oh please make my mom let me go...surely im 'grown up' enough to look after myself already..and Hong Kong in 2 weeks time...can't wait to stuff myself fat with delicious food and glue myself to the TV there....yes...im sinning badly but who cares??

okay...this is really bad...I laze around everyday at home...if im not watching TV..im on the computer or sleeping..then I eat...then i do everything all over again..sure way to get fat!!! LOL

so any suggestions on constructive activities to do during this holidays??? im all ears..coz it's only the beginning and im already bored xD

Haihz..the only thing im sad about is being away on the 4th December..if not I would definitely wheedle my parents to let me go to the Mnet Live concert in Singapore...tickets are still available..such a temptation that I can't stand it..why do they always miss out Malaysia?? everyone goes to Singapore and Thailand but forgets the huge country in between...most likely coz of the stringent rules...I HATE IT!!!

im sorry but im in love with this MV and song....NO MORE CHAINS!!!! seriously the best thing that could happen =DDDDDD

I must believe that i will win...we must believe!!! xD

omg..I CANNOT BELIEVE I GOT SUCH CRAPPY MARKS FOR PHYSICS...it's the paper 2 Section B and C part that ruined me...i can't believe i got one question completely wrong....wth?? and i don't know it's wrong either...that's really bad

such a relief..add maths and moral marks were a pleasant surprise...much better than i expected..so im happy..but there's still BM and Sejarah to go..the killer papers

haihz..don't really feel like blogging so that's all for now

it's confirmed....lalala...i will be making my video on Wednesday with Soo....gosh....my heart's beating really fast....imagine if I won...OMG.....ill get to meet them..crazy fan talking again...haha....im so desperate for this...coz you crave for something that you can't get right??...can't i be lucky for once in my life??

Happy birthday to Hazel!!! hope u liked the CD.....xD

to my dear friends...im so sorry that i haven't been seeing much of you guys...life as a treasurer of the board of librarians is quite taxing...so im so so sorry if i don't meet you guys so often....i won't forget u don't worry =)


nice song =)

who here hates exam stress??? everyone right???

i hate exams.....they have caused me to have sleepless nights....dark circles under my eyes...constant worry...no time for tv and music =( and the worst thing of all....a horrible eruption of pimples on my face

im so jealous of people with beautiful skin...why did my parents not bless me with flawless skin??? any strenous activity and my face is coated with oil...and with oil comes pimples...how unfair...summore my parents had fantastic skin when they were my age..but my aunts and uncles have bad skin...why did i get this horrible gene????!!!

after school exams come 2 other exams....accounts exam and piano diploma...i can't even relax...need to constantly practice piano...so sad =(....u know what...i don't have high hopes in passing my diploma to be honest...coz the failing rate is so much higher than the passing rate..and im no music prodigy....so all i can do is pray that i don't waste RM 1180..YES IT'S THAT EXPENSIVE...so wish me luck!!!!

omg...i just found out that all the celebs will be staying at the Venetian Macau...the most beautiful hotel ive ever been in ( and the most expensive)....I WILL BE THERE ON WEDNESDAY to watch the Cirque de Soleil show...but the awards show is on the SUNDAY before!!! NOOOOOOOO!!! please stay there for longer....my daydream is to bump into any member( even my least favourite will do...im that crazy)...but it will never become reality coz im sure they will be going back to prepare for their huge concert on 12 Dec =(

im back!!!! sorry for not updating for sooo long...exams u know...u understand as well

phew..exams are almost over....i don't dare to think of my results...especially for papers like add maths and sejarah....those are so uncertain...i know there were leaks but still i know i will get terrible marks...i just dunno how bad it will be...gulp

anyway..to all my dear blog readers...i need help!!! i need creativity!!!

im going to take part in this competition to win tickets to the Mnet Music Awards in Macau on the 28th November....tickets were sold out so fast you wouldn't believe..that i couldn't get them even if i wanted them

what do i have to do??? i have to make a unique fan video to give my support to my favourite artist...and submit it by 13 November...the 10 most creative videos win...so i need your help to give me ideas as to what i should do...normally i wouldn't be so desperate to go....coz if i win..i will get only 2 tickets to the awards show...airfare and housing not included....but guess what?? im in Hong Kong then...Macau is just a ferry's ride away..so it doesn't affect me...i just can't miss this chance...i have to try if not i will feel guilty forever

im not so ambitious as to win the grand prize...u know what it is???....fully paid housing and airfare to Macau for 2 and the chance to present a special award to your favourite artist....omg...i would totally die if i won this..coz my favourite artist has 4 nominations in different categories...im imagining (sigh)....but i don't think i can win that so ill just settle for the tickets...coz im there then...

because of this...i need your help...please leave ideas in my cbox....im dying to go....seriously....i have suddenly become a real fan... ( Hazel...if you're reading this...u know how i feel...u know the feeling of desperation xD).....SO PLEASE HELP ME !!!!( words of a suddenly crazy fan)

thank you so much for your help =)

a special message for Jue Theng....have u found out which member with 'the compressed face' you hate yet? i will be very disappointed if it's my fave member...we have such different opinions of people from other groups....so this will just prove we have VERY different tastes ....LOL xD

YAY!!! they won again...this time in MNET Countdown...looks like everyone can't get enough of them....just like me XDDD

but...i am extremely disappointed that they are performing during the MNET Live Concert in Singapore....why do they keep going to Singapore? stop going there already....they've already been there 3 times...yes this jealous person keeps track =/

COME TO MALAYSIA....but not until after 16th December plz or don't come at all...coz im not free to go until after that...if they really do come then...I AM GONNA HIT MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL....i cannot miss it again...I CANNOT!!!

i really like this song...featuring the main vocalists of B2ST and 4Minute...the lyrics are so romantic =D

haha..seobie is so funny ...


Exams are next week....i feel totally unprepared.....DIE DIE DIE!!!.....let's say ive studied every single subject but not one seems embedded into my brain yet...what am i gonna do???? =(

gonna keep this short then...need to go study....sorry to say i won't be updating in a while

i have learned a lesson....staying up at night is fun....that's for sure....but the after effects...oh so terrible....

yesterday night...guess what time i slept??? let's just say it was so late that it can't be called NIGHT..anymore...yes....i slept at 4 am

i was having the time of my life...watching video after video of whatever....music videos, tv shows and what not and downloading song after song..oh yeah plus blogging of course...until i forgot the time...you know time flies when you're having fun...then i saw the clock said 4 am...and i was so shocked....coz i knew i was gonna regret it in the morning...but for some reason at that time i was still so alert...dunno why

anyway...i passed today in a daze....like a zombie almost....coz i had to wake up early to go for the accounts tuition extra class....i slept at any time when my parents weren't looking....in fact i slept almost the whole day....so of course that was such a waste of study time

i blame myself...it wasn't just the one night....it's kinda many nights of accumulated sleeplessness...but guess what??? here i am again....so you can conclude that i never change xD

very 'kan cheong' now....like VERY...im so scared i can't finish studying....i skim everything so fast that i don't think i remember anything i studied at all...and i still have maths questions to practise...and it doesn't help that next week i have to go for so many extra accounts classes.....GRRRRR

never mind..must always look on the bright side

i want a lot of things....i want my Clockwork Angel...and the other books...i want City of Fallen Angels...and i want this lovely book as well

finally...Renee's book is out...she used to be such a popular author on Fictionpress

anyway...here's the synopsis

Amy Turner's about to graduate from high school and all she wants is a job. Actually, all she wants is to find a way to pay for college. Amy certainly isn't looking for love when she answers an ad to baby-sit a boy-she just needs the cash. But the job has a catch: The boy is blind...and he's her age.

Tristan Edmund may be hot, but he doesn't want Amy's help. Or so he thinks. After being blinded in a horse show-jumping competition, Tristan spends his days in the dark, refusing to accept his disability. Much to his annoyance, Amy bursts into his life and drags him into the light. But just as the two begin to see something in each other, Tristan's beautiful ex-girlfriend shows up. Will the temptation be too much, or will Tristan choose the girl who really sees him?

i want it but i can't get it...not like the others...at least not in Malaysia =(

what else do I want??? plenty...

I WANT THESE ALBUMS!!!! when am i ever getting them if i can't find them here???? =(

next year..next year i will get this album....by hook or crook...i will force my cousin or my sis to help order it...or travel to France...coz it's so near for them

Mr Alex Finch and co....i beg you....please pick my comment as the winning comment...hopefully the message you sent me is true...i spent ages thinking about how to write that column..i would be crushed if my comment didn't get registered

i want to win this so badly.....i would be so grateful...stop taunting me with the album contents at your blog...please...i await your email to me with bated breath

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS BOOK!!!!

Tessa is actually way cooler than Clary...better heroine

while i just can't decide whether I like Will or Jem better...haha

i cannot wait for Clockwork Prince and Clockwork Princess to come out!!!!

this book is really good as well....interesting original storyline =)

IM SO JEALOUS RIGHT NOW...MY SISTER IS GOING TO WATCH JOE BROOKS IN CONCERT IN SHEFFIELD

NOOOOO!!!!!!! I SO WANT TO GO!!!!

right now...im kinda hating accounts...not that i hate the subject...i just hate all the projects..and the fact that i suddenly have to go for accounts tuition every morning in order for the teacher to complete the syllabus before the exam (thanks a lot JPS for suddenly springing the early exam bombshell on everyone)....

morning you know....8 am...im sooooooo tired everyday...i can sleep through the class...and the best part....i have so much homework that i don't understand coz of the speed that the teacher is going....she says she will explain it again next time...but it is so damn frustrating when your kunci kira-kira is not imbang...i feel like ripping the paper up sometimes

it's really annoying for me also coz i don't have to take the exam in school but it's affecting my own study time and beauty sleep time....im sorry if i sound selfish...but wouldn't you feel the same???

PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IN MY CBOX...THX..IF YOU DUNNO WHAT TO SAY..JUST SAY HI ....COZ YOUR RESPONSES INSPIRE ME TO UPDATE OFTEN.. =)


today was a really happy day.....we all went to Jue Theng's house to hang out today.....and it was very fun

since me, Juin Yi and Hazel were so early today....we played a neverending game of Uno Spin...omg....I hate Uno Spin's Trade card thing...so annoying....just when you are about to win...someone spins a Trade Card and your beautiful cards are gone...tsk tsk

after that....we had Domino's Pizza for lunch and ice cream with Nips and chocolate sauce+ crushed choc biscuits for dessert.....so full and guilty after that food binge....I REPEAT...MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!

then..we watched The GRUDGE....i thought it was so scary..coz it was raining and the sky was dark at the same time...more effects ...seriously...i dunno what im doing blogging so late at night...i have to go out to the landing and switch off the wifi later....im so scared that the woman and the boy are gonna jump out at me anytime...IM NEVER WATCHING THAT MOVIE EVER AGAIN

Jue Theng's dog Pepper is so cute...dunno why everyone's so scared of it...yes he's an Alsatian and huge...but he's so tame....and for somer eason he seems to like me too much...gave me such a shock when he leaped full body onto me to lick me....on his hind legs...he's almost as tall as me....

after the movie....we played this game where you're supposed to take turns throwing balls at one person...if u miss...you have to take that person's place...it was fun while it lasted =)

Hazel and I bullied poor Juin Yi today....we plaited her hair and pulled it to the side while someone tickled her just to get a funny photo.....and the photo is soo funny =)

im sorry Juin Yi...that I keep throwing balls at your head xD

I went home to become happy all over again.....B2ST finally got first place on the K CHART on Music Bank today with Soom!!!!! im so happy for them....it's their first time winning ever since they debuted....after all the hard work they put in...and all the mean things that ppl said about them being a 'recycled' group when they debuted....no they aren't..ppl just didn't realise their talent until now..especially Seobie..seriously good voice...they soooo deserve to win

was it just me or did Seobie shed tears of joy???? hahaha...im pretty sure he was crying into Jun Hyung's shoulder at 0.41....Seobie looks older than debut days now =(...but nevertheless still cute =)....he still does not look his age at all from what i saw at 0.23..Dongwoon was definitely crying though...lol...i saw him wipe his tears and i love that Doojoon said a long thank you to 'the jjang B2UTY'S.....yes we are!!!! =)



LOL...i just know that they didn't believe it at first...look at Doojoon's super slow reaction at 0.14

and it's so weird that everyone bows to one another...young or old..haha

im sorry...i just have to embed Soom on my blog for a while xD

'BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT ' =)




omg...confirmed...poor seobie shedding tears of hard work and happiness...don't cry...you won!!!!

OMG...IT'S 28TH SEPTEMBER...today's the day that 'BREATH' comes out....im so excited....it's not out online yet...just past 12....ill wait a bit longer XDDDD

i heard there's gonna be another concert on 12th December...i dunno of it's in Malaysia OR Singapore....please please please don't let it clash with my diploma date......this time i will do whatever it takes to go...i cannot bear missing it again =S

i will hog the TV at 5 pm on Friday.....'military look'....INTERESTING =D

it's now 2 am....and it's out!!!!! =D...downloaded everything

im feeling vengeful today...coz someone did me wrong today...but she thought i didn't know...seriously...do u think im stupid??

do u know what's the definition of bad friend??? SHE is the definition....coz u don't do things like that to your friend....call me sensitive...but here you go..here's the story...interpret it yourself

today...someone came to my class personally and called me out for something.....i thought oh it must be important....so i went out...she said....XX teacher wants to see you...and im like HUH?? what happened???

you know what really happened??? on Friday...the teacher gave specific instructions to that someone to clear something that had been put outside for ages....but she forgot or she didn't want to do it ..i don't know...anyway the teacher saw the work undone and wanted to scold her for it....

the uncleared things used to be part of my job...but the teacher very clearly asked her to do it....so it should be her responsibility right....so she should be the one getting scolded...but no...she comes all the way to my class and calls me out to see the teacher with her...what's that supposed to mean??? it's obviously her ploy to drag me down with her..to share the scolding so to speak...but luckily she was the only one who got scolded..not me...if not i would have definitely said something...and they wouldn't be nice things

how could she be so mean??? i thought we were friends....but i guess we aren't such good friends after all...friends don't do things like this to each other

in reality...i know how she really is....she thinks im so innocent and easily bullied..but little does she know that I know...i bear the brunt yes...but i remember....and i don't forgive or forget easily

since im feeling so so mega pissed now...i might as well dedicate something to some other people....don't look down so much on us 'CHINESE SCHOOL PPL'...as we are so 'nicely' labelled by you all....don't take advantage of us and don't think we're stupid.....when u look down on us....it obviously shows me how ignorant you actually are....in the working world....knowing Chinese is a bonus my dears...i have heard so many stories of ppl losing jobs to someone else coz they don't know Chinese....so we shall just wait and see

writing poison comes so easily when im angry...im so sorry...im not like this normally

just came back from Ipoh today...im feeling very sad...my grandparents are retiring soon...i know they should stop..coz they're already so old...but i don't want to say goodbye to that old shop that ive known all my life....i guess i don't want life to change and never be the same again....i know it sounds stupid...but i don't ever want to grow up

exams are coming..i know that's all i can think about these days...coz my days are numbered...and i feel sooooo damn scared...coz i don't have time to cram everything inside my brain....im going to Beijing next week....of course i feel excited...but it's gonna take up a lot of my study time...and im so worried...im really stupid right??? most people would jump at the chance to go for an overseas holiday...but im complaining so much

happy times are over....misery....i spent an amazing three days at my aunt's house with my cousins...and those days were one of the best of my life this year...just forget everything and go mad playing....we had a barbecue..and my cousin drove me to Kajang where we had this famous spicy pepper soup...and later to Broga in Negeri Sembilan for this amazing cendol...the best ive ever had...heaven for the food lover in me

and guess what....i watched Step Up 3 AGAIN...im mad yes...but it was free...who wouldn't??? coz im crazy about the show anyway

OMG...i just remembered...it's September....some thing that I really look forward to is happening this month....their COMEBACK!

I have been anticipating it since August but due to someone's surgery..it was delayed but it's coming up soon...YES!!!!

I LOVE 비스트 !!!!! ...get well soon dear 요섭

hello!!!! guess what time it is.....it's 2 am on a school night and im still here....oh god...i need to quit my night owl habit...it's taking a toll on my health....i feel like a zombie all the time...hahaha

nothing much to blog about....just updating to revive the deadness that is my blog

what's happening??? WELL..the holidays are coming and I can't wait.....i don't know why...there are no plans yet but i feel there will be a lot of activities this hols....and im going to BEIJING!!! definitely worth getting excited about....big city and all that...did I mention i love BIG CITIES??? i feel so happy in big cities.....TORONTO for it's I'm home feeling, CHICAGO for it's cleanliness and beautiful buildings, LONDON for it's diversity and history, SEOUL (OMG..I LOVE SEOUL!!!) for it's amazing shopping and entertainment scene, TAIPEI for it's street food.....why oh why do i love every big city except Kuala Lumpur??? I really don't know...but i know i will die of boredom if i live in the country

but there is rain on my parade...exams are coming...too soon in fact..and i haven't started studying at all....im totally lost in every single subject...what am i going to do??? and there is the accounts project to do.....sigh

my sister is leaving for uni tomorrow.....will i miss her?? I think i will....no one to argue with anymore...no one to watch Dream Team with and cackle with laughter at the ridiculousness of it all....for one year...and most of all...no more on call tuition teacher...okay..im feeling very depressed now...

and i think im getting sick again.....please no.....i just recovered...and here I go again

im suddenly crazy..every paragraph in rainbow colours....haha...i just feel 'colourful' suddenly

Step Up 3D is totally awesome...it was so worth the 20 bucks for 3D..fantastic effects and great dancing as always...and i got to see my favourite dancer!!!! guess who??? haha...almost all the LXD were there and the original cast from Step Up 2

and...there were these 4 little kids.....unbelievable dancers at such a young age...where do they find people like this??? seriously

im so depressed...my iPod Touch has suddenly gone crazy...the volume has turned itself extremely loud suddenly...i don't know what's wrong with it...nearly blasted my eardrums....hopefully there's still a warranty to get it fixed...and even if there is....ill have to say goodbye to it for quite a while.....i really don't want that to happen....coz i REALLY REALLY CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT....im dead serious...no joke

and i have a really big complaint here.......some people i won't say who think im dumb or something.....but for your information.....I KNOW HOW TO SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH OKAY...MAYBE EVEN BETTER THAN YOU.....so don't keep switching to Mandarin when you speak to me....it's degrading...like you are looking down on Chinese Ed people.....maybe you didn't mean it that way....but I feel it ..a lot....coz im not most Chinese Ed people

YAY..im gonna watch this tomorrow on its opening day...i can't wait....apparently it has very good reviews and the 3 D effects are amazing

whoo!!! Adam Sevani, Harry Shum and Madd Chadd...... im watching this movie just to watch them dance..coz i dunno who the main cast are..haha


NEW SONG ALERT!!!

i like this song...seriously...isn't it catchy???

everything seems to be going wrong for me lately.....exams are coming...WAY TOO SOON..for some selfish reasons

and the stupid accounts project...when are we going to get briefed? other school's science students have already been briefed..but we haven't and it's driving me crazy....i don't know how to start..grrr..they better extend our time

and sad to say that my sister is going back to uni next week...yes we argue a lot..but i will miss having her around..just when I got used to her being here again.....im so sad...i won't see her for one whole year...no one to laugh with me over DREAM TEAM at someone's gayness anymore...no more teaching me ADD Maths =(

and something unimportant that im upset about.....the comeback will be later than anticipated....so sad...coz some one had to go for surgery...but i don't blame anyone coz i have a soft spot for that someone "wink wink" and it was absolutely neccessary...so i guess my neck just has to grow longer with waiting

GET WELL SOON AND GET YOUR BUTT BACK ON THE SCENE DEAR!!!!

im very upset over something...it was an accident...but you can't blame me for feeling sad..coz it was my own hard earned money...oh well..it seems resolved now....at least i think so...but i will just have to wait and see

i want...no ...i NEED to go to a concert again

i went once and im dying to go again

here are the top 10 concerts i wanna go to =DDDD


1. Avenged Sevenfold/A7X

Please don't be shocked that i love this band...they're like heavy metal but really good...and i need to go to their concert because they give really rocking concerts and there's no guarantee that they're gonna be around for long due to their drug and tattoo habit... they have an expiry date so to speak

M Shadows & Synyster Gates....whoa


look at the album art of their newest album ....awesome right?

2. B2ST

please come back!!! Universal Music has hinted that this 'happy family' (INSIDE JOKE) might come back with some girls in tow at the end of this year..and Jue Theng is just as excited as me to go...i know...we can't wait....i missed my chance last time...i won't miss it again....no matter what happens...i MUST GO!!!! im so surprised that i know all their songs..coz i don't normally listen to this genre of music...the only one of their kind that i like

3. Agnes Carlsson

this lovely Swedish girl with power vocals who won Swedish Idol is amazing...her songs are happy upbeat dance numbers...and she's conquered the UK and US dance charts...sadly she is not known in Malaysia...that's why i need to go to her concert...coz if i stay put here in Malaysia..ill never get to go

4.Little Boots

original music with awesome beats...need i say more??? her concerts promise thumping fun...i need to go to the UK to watch her...sad to say..coz she is again not known here..i want her tenori-on...fantastic instrument

5. NLT

come on guys...reunite...the coolest boyband since forever...boybands sing poppy soppy music...but you guys don't...you're all R&B and slick...and that's makes you guys special and 'Not Like Them"

please please get back together....i miss you guys ...and i have to yet to go to one of your concerts...why do US high schools get to host your concerts??? when are you ever gonna come to SMK Seafield??

whatcha looking at, Travie G?

6. Pixie Lott

the lovely Pixie from the UK...GORGEOUS GIRL...with husky voice and catchy tunes...i regret not going to World Stage last year to watch you perform....i love all the songs on your album!!!

7. McFly

the funniest foursome to ever come out from the UK...this band plays loud but melodious music that makes me feel like going on holiday and brings back nostalgic memories..keep on rocking on...im so jealous...my sis will get to watch you eventually when you get to Sheffield.....their music videos are so funny...and they're the same on stage..very fan friendly

8. The Veronicas

HOT HOT Aussie twins...ive idolised you since primary school... from rock to cool techno..and fabulous fashion...a concert that i can't miss...they're so versatile..and they hit the US Billboard charts..congratz

9. Leona Lewis

another power voice....everyone knows her...why do I want to go to her concert??? her voice is enough to attract me....fantastic live performer and so humble..when are you coming to Malaysia??

10. Framing Hanley

i admit i don't really know their songs...but i want to watch this band in concert...just to ogle Kenneth Nixon....yes...guilty as charged...i like this band for all the wrong reasons...but doesn't everybody??

TILL NEXT TIME...BYE BYE...HOPE THIS DIDN'T BORE YOU

you know i love music

methinks it's time for a change in music...

i love this song...and it has really creative lyrics...a different context...and the most impressive part..this video is self directed, self filmed and self edited....im so jealous...really need to learn some video editing skills



someone looks different here...in a good way...hahaha

a new record..i have been away from my bloggie for almost a month..but im back!!!!

so what have i been up to???

first of all..the july test..i feel guilty...coz i know i could have done better so i really have to buck up and work harder next time...bio and BM sucked...really...and i deserve a medal...my first A for Add Maths....but the most disappointing result was English..seriously..stupid stupid me

next..i got elected treasurer of the board of librarians...proud moment for me there..but i found out that being treasurer is so not easy...so many new duties to do *GULP*....and im out of class very often and away from my friends....so sorry to everyone especially to Jye Sze, Kar Munn. Yune Shin and Natalie for abandoning you in the morning

but i can't complain coz i really wanted this and all good things come with a price

our tiaras...cute right?? spot mine =D

NEXT...i went to the MTV World Stage at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach with Hui Lin, Hazel + her sister and Jovyn..Soo was supposed to go but she couldn't get tickets at the least minute...

a special shoutout to Hui Lin..thanks so much for the ticket..i couldn't have went without your kindness so THANK YOU again!!!

the concert was supposed to start at 6 but to avoid the crowd...we went there at 2 and there were already so many people there...it was crazy!!! it was all about pushing and shoving to get to the front ...got quite a good place..though i really really envy the people who got X zone tix( front row baby!!)

as usual concerts start late...it only started about 7 and ended at 12.30 am..my poor feet...coz we had been standing for 9 hours straight...and we didn't have water or food..and the 'Best" part....IT RAINED...HEAVY RAIN..so we were soaked and the gap time between the performances was so bloody long...but in general it was worth it

my first time at a concert was awesome...wish fulfilled at last..though i really want to go to some other people's concert *wink wink*

the PERFORMERS:

BUNKFACE

THE WONDER GIRLS

TOKIO HOTEL

KATY PERRY

here are some pics...i know they are kinda low quality..but what do you expect from handphone pics...as long as the ppl are visible

BUNKFACE...im not a fan but their performance was highly energetic

THE WONDER GIRLS---awesome dance moves

TOKIO HOTEL....seriously what the crowd came for...when they came on stage...the crowd went crazy...i didn't enjoy this much.coz i dunno their songs...and they just had to perform 11 songs

KATY PERRY---what i came to see...it was great!!!...got the most pics of her..coz the person in front me moved...and i got a better view...practically screamed my lungs out to her songs

rather blurred but you can make out MISS PERRY in white

finally went home at 1.30 in the morning...exhausted but worth it

the next morning after the concert...woke up at 7 something to go to Sunway Lagoon with my cousins and sis...we went for every single ride..too lazy to put pics

the most memorable was the Tomahawk and Scream Park...extremely scary...i finally understand why they call it Scream Park..you will scream...you will be scared HAHAHA

this is a new ride...the G5 ball..it throws you up in the air like elastic...i didn't go ..too scared to go..but my cousins did...check out their video on my facebook page

so sad..i wonder when we'll ever get the chance to go together again...coz my cousins and sis are back on university break..so this is a rare chance....i will miss it

i feel sad today...just received news that my dear cousin will be moving to Melbourne at the end of this year..PERMANENTLY..

i can't help but feel a tiny bit jealous..as of now...i know of so many people who have gone overseas to study or just stay there permanently....i dunno if migrating is a good or bad thing...people have so many different opinions about things like that...some people say that our country is wonderful...why should we move???...but i can't help feeling that the quality of life might be better elsewhere sometimes

just look at Korea...their Korean War ended the same time we gained independence...so we started off on the same par...but look at them now..and compare us..u can see for yourself...and i just can't help feeling sad and..well yeah..JEALOUS (totally irrelevant...but after visiting Myungdong...i feel angry!!!! why can't we have such a huge Forever 21 here??? seriously 5 floors full..and the shoe designs...wonderful eyecatching colours...it's just like the US..AND THEY ACTUALLY HAVE VANS!!! =DDD...and dirt cheap Converse in wild designs...JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE HIGHER SPENDING POWER)

my dad has brought up the subject many times...do you want to study or live abroad??? to be honest..im legally allowed to choose from two different countries...if u know what i mean...HAHA..so yes..i have thought about it...but no thanks..at least not yet..i have friends here...and living abroad means living alone...no lazing about on the weekends at home glued to the tv and the computer...i can't live without it yet..so no way...not until after SPM



u know how difficult it is to be so excited over something yet you can't share it or people might have a different opinion of you...yeah..i feel like that now....please save me =DDDDDD

i love this song =DDD

ENJOY

WORLD CUP FEVER is everywhere..and i admit....it has gotten to me



i started watching almost every match since the top 16....and i support Asian teams through and through...im proud to be Asian..so obviously i support Japan and Korea....but sadly...THEY ARE OUT



tonight's the final....SPAIN vs NETHERLANDS



who do i support?? SPAIN!!! duh...i have a personal grudge against the NETHERLANDS...especially the players called WESLEY SNEDJER & VAN PERSIE.....god i hate them....they play dirty all the time...and they defeated my beloved URUGUAY...with the fantastic goalkeeper...sad =(((...and JAPAN....i know...it didn't affect JAPAN at all...they still made it through...but i just bear a grudge against any team that defeated my teams...i hate you too PARAGUAY..so glad you are out



i know many people will hate me for saying this...but unlike everyone else..i was glad that ARGENTINA lost....wipe that stupid arrogance of MARADONA'S face...and i don't see why everyone's so hyped up over LEO MESSI...yea...he's good but not that good....so yes i am glad that GERMANY thrashed them...that reminds me...they beat my KOREA once before...so the grudge is back..hahaha =P



anywayz...the final is in one hour's time....should i stay up to watch it and suffer tomorrow....i dunno..still thinking...but i would just like to say



VIVA ESPANA!!! KICK SOME DUTCH ASS!!!



hahaha...sorry for the rudeness....im just really excited lately



im happy too.....DARKEST MERCY is coming out soon...here's the cover...so beautiful right???

hopefully the conclusion is good...coz im a fan

suddenly i feel so happy...coz i got my daily dose of endorphins..and it was wonderful =DDDD

DON'T ASK

hello...im back again...finally =DDD

Carnival Day is finally over...and i feel glad...it's kinda fun yet it gets on my nerves...coz it brings me so many problems

number one...the stupid coupon sales....i can't believe im forced to pay RM 50 for the bloody coupons...and contribute to my class fund as well...come on...money doesn't grow on trees kay?? i thought this was a donation...on a volunteer basis...but no it's not...it's blackmail...after much arguing with my teacher about it...i finally paid only RM 30...but i got THREATENED by the school...HOW??!!! they said..and i quote

" If you don't pay...next time when you leave school and you need anything from us..like a testimony or something...you might not get it...coz you are MURID YANG TIDAK BEKERJASAMA"

WTH is this??? it's a threat right??? my parents were pissed...they wanted to write a letter to the papers about this..and go see the school..but thankfully they didn't coz i persuaded them not to...coz it would mean trouble for me in future...definitely...coz i still have one more year at school

i know many people didn't want to pay as well...but they just didn't dare to speak up....and the most unbelievable thing...my teacher highlighted my name in her book....i feel BRANDED as the bad student...LOL

another thing...i just feel very unwanted...in the preparations for our class thing....my friends and i felt very left out...it's like we were there and we wanted to help...but nobody gave us any thought ...until we opened our mouths....it was like we were in the way or something...and nobody listened to our ideas...it's not like we weren't contributing..we were but no one would hear us out..until the very end...so like whatever...

im not complaining....i felt i did enough....since there wasn't anything for us to do anyway...

but at the end of the day...im glad it's over

ANYONE WHO'S READING THIS...DO NOT FEEL INSULTED..COZ THIS IS JUST MY HONEST OPINION..THAT'S ALL

THIS POST HAS A LOT OF WORDS...IM SORRY...JUST NEED TO LET OFF STEAM...IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ...IT'S FINE

first things first....im worried....very worried....things don't seem fine nowadays....it's not like last time anymore....distance is slowly killing us....and i can't do anything about it...i feel like i don't fit in anywhere now


what else???

as i expected...i didn't get to go to the autograph session.....but it's still so damn disappointing..im so jealous...coz everyone who went managed to get their autograph...and some even managed to shake hands with them

im going crazy...i feel emotionally drained....it's like i tried so hard just to meet with failure...i racked my brains for two whole weeks thinking of how to enter the contest without having to inconvenience my parents..and i ended up inconveniencing my friends for nothing...JUE THENG AND HUI LIN...im so sorry again...do you know how depressing it feels??? i keep thinking about the wasted chance all the time

yes...i do like them.....but it's not just about them...it's the fact that i have wanted to go to a concert like since FOREVER..and now i have the chance...i actually won...it's free!!!!!...but i still don't get to go...due to overly strict parents who are unwilling to fetch me anywhere at night coz it's just TOO DANGEROUS...

and im not like most people....i don't have a favourite artist that im crazy about...i listen to the song...oh it's nice and i like it...but im not crazy about the artist....so even if they did hold a concert...i might not go..coz i only like a few songs from them...and it's not worth paying the expensive ticket price to hear a few songs

but this time it's different....these people are like my current craze...it comes and goes...when im suddenly obsessed over some celeb..i know everything about them...till i move on to the next obsession....so i know all their songs as of now....and it's FREE!!!!...I just don't know how to describe it..you might think im crazy...but that's just it....i keep feeling and thinking 'IT'S WASTED...THEY MIGHT NEVER COME AGAIN'..and i feel sad all over again

i sat at home today and yesterday and kept replaying 'IT'S HAPPENING NOW BUT IM NOT THERE' in my head...it's so torturous...and i can't share my feelings with anyone in my family...my sister is totally unsympathetic...coz she's not happy that i got free concert tickets and im not sharing with her...in the first place..she doesn't even like them that much...so why waste iT?? might as well give it to my cousin who introduced them to me..my parents are like' WHAT ARE YOUR PRIORITIES AS A STUDENT?? STUDYING,NOT GOING TO CONCERTS AT NIGHT AND JOINING A SCREAMING FANCROWD..PLUS THERE WOULD BE NO PARKING AND WE HAVE TO WAIT THERE THE WHOLE DAY FOR YOU'

so..end of story...please leave a kind word and console me if even if you think im ridiculous =(

this is nothing...just too much accumulated disappointment in one go...and i can't tell anyone....do you know how hard it is to keep feelings in for two whole weeks??

tomorrow is a new day....a new beginning...ill put everything behind me and go back to normal...i'll try to forget it.not easy to do...but I HAVE TO....i have to learn to deal with disappointment...coz it won't be the last time..and it won't be the last time that i will miss out on something i really want to do because of my parents....sigh...

GET OVER IT!!!

OMG...im so disappointed...i actually won tickets to their showcase but I COULDN'T GO!!!!

such a sad sad situation

A VERY VERY HUGE THANK YOU TO JUE THENG AND HUI LIN...im sorry i was such a pest for nothing.....especially to Jue Theng...please tell your mom not to kill me...im so sorry

oh well...apparently all the fans complained....coz the organising was sooooo lousy..security was terrible...and the ppl who bought the repackaged album didn't get priority access at all..35 people fainted....so it's probably a good thing i didn't go

BUT...i want to go to their autograph session....please please let me go....and honestly I hate screaming girl fans....why can't we meet our fave celebs with dignity without screaming our heads off...yes we like them....I LIKE THEM....but they're just people okay....im sure they're terrified of you...screaming like that

sheesh..because of ppl like that....im having second doubts....to go or not to go...and will i ever get there?

anywayz....my new favourite song




sound familiar???? this is the English version and the original...and i love it!!!

SS501 and Shinee should kiss Michaelangelo and Drew Ryan Scott's feet....almost all their songs are produced by these guys...without them....you would not be as successful as you are now...im sorry to say

back to the English speaking world =DDDD

after so much MUSIC BANK AND MNET...it's time to go back to MUCH MUSIC COUNTDOWN, UK TOP 40, BILLBOARD AND SVERIGETOPPLISTAN

ooo..i love Pixie Lott's new version of Turn It Up....makes me wanna dance

why is she so gorgeous??? i love her hair

first..my cousin's wedding...it was incredibly stiff ( Singaporean creme de la creme style)..i didn't really like it...but the food was good...oh...the chicken the fabulous chicken....there i go again...talking about food

i didn't get many pictures...majority are in my dad's camera...and no...i did not wear any makeup...didn't feel like it

my fabulous prawn

me and aunt




sis and i

cousin+me+sis

that's all im showing for now....family events are private sorry =DDDD

here are some pics of Korea..not complete..too lazy

huge cuttlefish...delicious much??

kimchi..I MADE IT myself.....so proud of my achievement



Dongdaemun in Seoul..shopping paradise...i bought so many things....plus dirt cheap Converse shoes....hahaha...yes they are real




oh yes....i watched this upcoming band called Drumcat in Korea..this is the stage..front row seats...almost....six girls who play the drums like crazy...they are fantastic...effortless ..so look out for them




imagine..my first live concert...incredibly deafening.....then there was a autograph session afterwards...but i didn't go...coz u need to buy their dvd....and they are gorgeous...except for one...ahem ahem...im sorry to say she looks like a man..(im too harsh.forgive me)

have to go for lunch now....will update more in the same post next time




=DDDDD

IM A LONER...THE SONG SAYS...AND I TOTALLY AGREE..I AM ONE SOMETIMES