its time i spoke up

im guilty..so guilty...and so unhappy for so long

i know u treat me so well....but something is lacking...since u never gave me such a grand affair ( u did but it was severely lacking compared to the current one) .....why should i do the same for u when ur time comes....at my expense...unlike most ppl...i don't have a lot of pocket money...and u promised u would do it for me ...maybe at a later date...but u never did...just goes without saying im not so important

there is a saying...an eye for an eye...but i don't see it ...that's why i keep thinking...why should i do it for you???? but...i will do it...u know why....because im better..i just want u to know

i feel so guilty....so guilty..yet soooo mad..maybe u'll understand...but u won't understand..i'll just be the bad person...i know