i haven't blogged in ages...just been sooo busy lately with projects and stuff.....

sports day is coming up and i dunno if i should join the sports day marching for st john...seriously worried about it...i signed up but i have no time to go...and i blew off the selection date that day...am i kicked out??

sigh..it's just soo taxing..takes up so much time till im really doubtful whether i should go...the trainers must be really dedicated..im up to my neck in work but they go everyday...it's like they don't have to attend tuition or do homework....UNBELIEVABLE

im so sad..my sister's going back to uni after a really fun 2 weeks..believe it or not..ill miss her....i kinda got used to her not being around..but now that she's here..ill miss her all over again

just so depressed all over again...but im not EMO..that's the last thing i want to be