i don't know how to say it...but i feel like im sinking into depression....life has been hard...watching other people get what they want all the time...and having it rubbed into your face...while the things that i want are just beyond my reach...so near yet so far...coz it belongs to someone else....ive never felt this way before

how can i say this?? she makes me sick..the b****h...it's always about her her her...the same person ive been talking about for so long...she has everything yet she just keeps taking and taking till there is nothing left for me...my dear...to really be a person..u don't behave this way...u don't have to mix around and spew fake giggles.....u don't have to be little miss popular...u don't have to get everything...u don't have to be unhappy about other ppl's achievements...u don't have to rub it in when u r better than others....and the thing im so pissed off about...is that im the only one who can see the real you...everyone else likes you so damn much...coz maybe you're the master at manipulation...not me

i know im not perfect...but im not a two faced b****h....so hopefully i will never see you on the other side...