for the first time in my life....i feel totally unprepared for the exams....i can't seem to remember anything i studied...and it's a whole new format....totally alien...and i don't know what im going to do

this is the only time when i feel completely terrified...ive never felt like this before...and add maths is killing me...i mean i did the workbook in school...but when i reach home and do some other books..i can't remember how to do it without an example...maybe im relying too much on the workbook answers to do it previously...i really don't know...but there's not much time left..and im experiencing a panic attack as of now

it would be alright if the whole exam was just add maths...i can just do it all the time like a mad person..but there's so many other subjects,,and i don't feel secure about any of them...and i can't share my woes....my parents think im doing fine...all my friends just say "Aiya, don't worry lah...u r so smart, if u dunno how to do...we will be worse off"

nobody understands...I AM NOT SMART...it's all hard work that got my results...if i was smart..it wouldn't take me so damn long to understand science and maths questions....

=(

today was st john exam day....and i think i may have failed the theory part and bandaging

theory was my fault...coz i didn't study enough...that's for sure...i only started studying at 10 something at night for it...and i just simply flipped thru coz i wanted to go watch tv...LOL....so i darent' guess what im going to get

transportation, choking and CPR were ok...woohoo...i got everything correct for CPR..the examiner even said very good

but the killer was bandaging...but not really the bandaging part...it was answering questions on bandaging...omg..i didn't know the answers at all...'What are the uses of soft padding??"

as far as i know and what ive been taught...soft padding are to be used during fractures to give the casualty comfort..how am i supposed to know that u can use it like dressings and to stop bleeding??? i mean..the question asked about padding..since when padding and bleeding were connected?

wei ying's question was even worse...what can be used to replace a cervical collar??? we were both like "What the hell is that??" so anyway i thought it was something to do with the waist...coz of the word cervical...u know..cervix...but it was actually to support the neck...again...how were we supposed to know...we were never taught that either..so in the end we kept giving stupid guesses...until the examiner got so fed up...he just told us the answer...urgh....i dunno whether we will fail that part coz of that

anywayz...if i really fail...i might not take the exam again next year...coz by the time i get the cert..im graduating...so i dunno...maybe maybe...i just hope i can pass...coz i wasted half a day there

im such a hypocrite...enough said

if u really knew me....you would understand what i meant....

haha...im just making exceptions this time...never again..till i find something better

Im going to fight for justice tomorrow....know what I mean?? let me tell you

as all of us already know...our school is going to have Hari Karnival..and that means our class will have to work together to plan the activities and assign jobs...it's supposed to be a class thing right?

but not for my class....a group of stupid ppl decided to take it upon themselves to plan everything without discussion with the rest of the class...just their little group of friends...because the monitor is in that group....

and they wanted a ghost house...fine...a ghost house is interesting..its fun to plan and all...BUT...we have to sell food on that day too...

those stupid ppl decided to distribute the fun jobs about the ghost house among themselves...AGAIN...without telling us...and they just threw the selling of food jobs at us....come on..are we a class or what?? no discussion...no nothing...it's as if we don't have mouths...they can just speak for us

so i mentioned it to them..i said don't throw us to do the food...we want in on the games things also...and guess what..their faces changed immediately...that means they really intended to do that in the first place...and they had the cheek to ignore us

anyway...i won't stand for this....i won't be civil either..since u don't treat us as classmates even...u want a battle fine....TRY ME....you won't like me when im angry X(

Gregory Lemarchal ( 1983-2007)


30th April was the 3rd anniversary of your passing..taken so young....rest in peace and god bless you.....i don't care that i don't understand a word of what you are singing...you were one of the best singers i ever knew...your disability does not affect your vocal skill at all..in fact you're better than so many others..and you will always be remembered by your fans....

repose en paix...your suffering is over at last

you rock!!

This is so funny...im not a big fan of Asian music...and never will be..and this is totally unlike me to listen to Asian music...let alone K-pop....but these two are such amazing singers so they're exceptions...and they make a great pair .LOL...well...im biased..coz i love Bad Girl

*DooSeob* =)

im feeling more random then you will ever know...do u know what i want to talk about suddenly...ROLLER-COASTERS...not just any ROLLER COASTERS..extreme ones

let's see..im not gonna do it by level of scariness..just random

no 1...im proud to say ive been on it

THE DIVING MACHINE G5 in JANFUSAN FANCYWORLD TAIWAN

the name says it all...the diving machine with extreme 5G forces...it's straight down...a 90 degree angle..and the drop is located at the side of a mountain..so you are literally plunging into a valley




feeling queasy yet??? i must be crazy to go on this thing...but i did...and i can prove it =)

no 2

X2 (SIX FLAGS MAGIC MOUNTAIN)

Unlike traditional coasters where trains only parallel the track, X2 sends riders screaming around its 3,600-foot maze of steel track aboard massive wing-shaped trains where the seats extend off of the track to the sides of the vehicle, allowing them to independently rotate you head over heels, forward and backward creating a one-of-a-kind "don't know what to expect next" sensation. X2 launches the extreme thrills of X into a new dimension with the addition of a light experience that changes with every ride. It's a 5 dimension ride

a 215 foot plunge..crazy!!!

no 3

THE HULK ( UNIVERSAL STUDIOS FLORIDA)


I FEEL SICK JUST LOOKING AT THIS

no 4

THE TOP THRILL DRAGSTER (CEDAR POINT US)

in case u were wondering...the red and white thing is the track..can you imagine??? OMG

no 5

Millenium Force (Cedar Point)

THIS IS A MONSTER..NOT A ROLLER COASTER

did the first one look scary?? it's the mildest...these are seriously for adrenaline junkies only

there...im happy now =)