i can't believe Joe Munoz got kicked out of American Idol...i mean i thought he was pretty good...that Tim guy should have got the boot...come on..most likely he is a victim of racism and he never got much exposure before the performance...so i just pity him...poor guy..he is definitely better than some of the others

CNY is officially over...and i feel so miserable....like there's nothing more to look forward too...and since my sister left..it has finally sunk in that i feel so alone....i know she has holidays but it will never ever be the same again...she left home forever the moment she started university

i just feel very depressed now...missing the old times spent with cousins...now they are all grown up and in university...it will never be the same again...everyone is moving on...even me...and i hate this feeling..now life is harder...the real world beckons....sometimes i wish i don't need to grow up...just be a kid forever =(