i realised that the loyalties of ppl around me have changed...and this makes me sad.can't we be genuine for once???

an unknown and unseen message to someone...is our friendship really important to u or what??? that i really don't know coz u don't seem to be showing it...u only have eyes for someone else...and yet i feel so guilty for not spending time with u...unfortunately u don't seem to feel the same way till u don't even bother to come see me so that u can be with her...instead u ask me to come find you...till i don't even feel like finding u coz im upset at u for being like this....we used to be so tight...and yet we are getting more and more distant...i don't blame her...she has as much right as me to be your good friend...but u??? u say u understand my situation...if u really did...you would come find me....not attend to her every whim

now im starting to be tight with other ppl...coz of u...and i feel guilty about it...i suddenly stop to wonder...why should I be when u don't seem to be affected...u have her..u even go to school just to be with her...accompany her...u always tell me

i feel so depressed and betrayed...i make every effort to not make u feel left out...i even invited u to my place although other ppl might not like it....but u don't see it...coz i repeat...u have someone else now...u started being friends with her to comfort her coz she was sad..at least that's what u told me...so now im telling u ...IM SAD NOW!!!!!!

and to that someone else...if u're reading this...i don't blame you at all...coz i know u're a righteous and kind girl...and i like you

do i regret posting this??? yes...very much so