FIRST POST OF 2013 HAHA

hi this is the first post of 2013 LOL

nothing much going on with me right now...just lazing at home like a slob waiting for my results to come out...I'm so so nervous..it's crazy...because this will decide whether I'm going to Canada or not :(

anyway I have nothing to say....just going to hide in a corner of my room in Canada and cry when they go to Malaysia...because it is confirmed that they are coming while I'm studying abroad..but yet Canada is my other dream for a long time so I wouldn't give it up either.....tells myself to stop being stupid and think long term

I have the shittiest luck I swear...is it evil of me to hope that the event gets cancelled here for some reason OTL....oh god my Thomas/Joseph/Fairy/Bright Fire T_____T

Cube I'll never forgive you for not holding this in Malaysia last year...I hate you

going to head to Eastern Europe in 2 weeks....bye to whoever that is actually going to read this LOL..coz I'm sure no one missed me

HYPERVENTILATING

HOMAIGOD MY LITTLE HEART CANNOT TAKE THIS...I NEED TO VENT IT OUT SOMEWHERE WHERE I WON'T ANNOY ANYONE

NOVEMBER 26 IS SO FAR AWAY!!! AAAAAHHHHH
IT'S FINALLY TIME FOR BABY THOMAS TO SHINE T____T
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ...I'VE HOPED FOR THIS FOR SO LONG AND NOW IT'S COMING TRUE I DON'T BELIEVE IT...ALL THE FEELS...BREATHE JUST BREATHE

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED FOR ANY RELEASE BEFORE THAT I'M ONLY CAPSMASHING LIKE CRAZY AND WHY IS 6 DAYS SUCH A LONG TIME


okay calms down..this is funny...i haven't posted in almost a year and my first post this year is to scream the place down about baby thomas ...okay rofl

so how have i been? i don't know..grew older...and became crazier i guess thanks to my troll family..and my number one troll god fiona xP
byeeeeee

REVAMPING BLOG...I'LL BE BACK TOMORROW :)

I AM BACK!!!!!! RIGHT XD

whoa...my blog is fast becoming a spazzing blog....better change that..just have to finish uploading Canada pics to Imageshack first LOL

as of now this is my most prized possession you know xD

im back after ages of hiatus..and im sorry i don't keep my promises to update

why am i back?? let's see..im here to just let loose...i know that im gonna do so badly for sejarah..it's inevitable..a 60 something awaits me..half of what I wrote today was nonsense...I don't know what to do..how do people even study sejarah?? I can't understand it...all I know is that I have to work harder...and my parents are going to kill me

plus I screwed up so bad in Physics 3...Im supposed to know it...but I still did it wrong anyway...OMG..i just want to knock my head against the wall...yes...Im having 'suicidal' thoughts..someone save me D=

thank goodness there's something to pull me out of this dreary depression these two weeks ..it better be good...no I just know it will be good =) it's them..what can go wrong?


I HAVE FALLEN UNDER THEIR SPELL..WHAT TO DO? =DDD
how not to with a smile like that? xD

CHECK OUT MY PENGUIN AT THE SIDE..POKE AT YOUR OWN RISK ^^ thanks to Amanda whom I stole it from BIG BANG YOU GOT COMPETITION WHEN YOU HAVE BLOCK B AND ZICO XD i don't normally like this kind of genre of music..but this song rocks socks..ZICO ZICO ZICO ^^