who here hates exam stress??? everyone right???

i hate exams.....they have caused me to have sleepless nights....dark circles under my eyes...constant worry...no time for tv and music =( and the worst thing of all....a horrible eruption of pimples on my face

im so jealous of people with beautiful skin...why did my parents not bless me with flawless skin??? any strenous activity and my face is coated with oil...and with oil comes pimples...how unfair...summore my parents had fantastic skin when they were my age..but my aunts and uncles have bad skin...why did i get this horrible gene????!!!

after school exams come 2 other exams....accounts exam and piano diploma...i can't even relax...need to constantly practice piano...so sad =(....u know what...i don't have high hopes in passing my diploma to be honest...coz the failing rate is so much higher than the passing rate..and im no music prodigy....so all i can do is pray that i don't waste RM 1180..YES IT'S THAT EXPENSIVE...so wish me luck!!!!

omg...i just found out that all the celebs will be staying at the Venetian Macau...the most beautiful hotel ive ever been in ( and the most expensive)....I WILL BE THERE ON WEDNESDAY to watch the Cirque de Soleil show...but the awards show is on the SUNDAY before!!! NOOOOOOOO!!! please stay there for longer....my daydream is to bump into any member( even my least favourite will do...im that crazy)...but it will never become reality coz im sure they will be going back to prepare for their huge concert on 12 Dec =(

im back!!!! sorry for not updating for sooo long...exams u know...u understand as well

phew..exams are almost over....i don't dare to think of my results...especially for papers like add maths and sejarah....those are so uncertain...i know there were leaks but still i know i will get terrible marks...i just dunno how bad it will be...gulp

anyway..to all my dear blog readers...i need help!!! i need creativity!!!

im going to take part in this competition to win tickets to the Mnet Music Awards in Macau on the 28th November....tickets were sold out so fast you wouldn't believe..that i couldn't get them even if i wanted them

what do i have to do??? i have to make a unique fan video to give my support to my favourite artist...and submit it by 13 November...the 10 most creative videos win...so i need your help to give me ideas as to what i should do...normally i wouldn't be so desperate to go....coz if i win..i will get only 2 tickets to the awards show...airfare and housing not included....but guess what?? im in Hong Kong then...Macau is just a ferry's ride away..so it doesn't affect me...i just can't miss this chance...i have to try if not i will feel guilty forever

im not so ambitious as to win the grand prize...u know what it is???....fully paid housing and airfare to Macau for 2 and the chance to present a special award to your favourite artist....omg...i would totally die if i won this..coz my favourite artist has 4 nominations in different categories...im imagining (sigh)....but i don't think i can win that so ill just settle for the tickets...coz im there then...

because of this...i need your help...please leave ideas in my cbox....im dying to go....seriously....i have suddenly become a real fan... ( Hazel...if you're reading this...u know how i feel...u know the feeling of desperation xD).....SO PLEASE HELP ME !!!!( words of a suddenly crazy fan)

thank you so much for your help =)

a special message for Jue Theng....have u found out which member with 'the compressed face' you hate yet? i will be very disappointed if it's my fave member...we have such different opinions of people from other groups....so this will just prove we have VERY different tastes ....LOL xD

YAY!!! they won again...this time in MNET Countdown...looks like everyone can't get enough of them....just like me XDDD

but...i am extremely disappointed that they are performing during the MNET Live Concert in Singapore....why do they keep going to Singapore? stop going there already....they've already been there 3 times...yes this jealous person keeps track =/

COME TO MALAYSIA....but not until after 16th December plz or don't come at all...coz im not free to go until after that...if they really do come then...I AM GONNA HIT MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL....i cannot miss it again...I CANNOT!!!

i really like this song...featuring the main vocalists of B2ST and 4Minute...the lyrics are so romantic =D

haha..seobie is so funny ...


Exams are next week....i feel totally unprepared.....DIE DIE DIE!!!.....let's say ive studied every single subject but not one seems embedded into my brain yet...what am i gonna do???? =(

gonna keep this short then...need to go study....sorry to say i won't be updating in a while

i have learned a lesson....staying up at night is fun....that's for sure....but the after effects...oh so terrible....

yesterday night...guess what time i slept??? let's just say it was so late that it can't be called NIGHT..anymore...yes....i slept at 4 am

i was having the time of my life...watching video after video of whatever....music videos, tv shows and what not and downloading song after song..oh yeah plus blogging of course...until i forgot the time...you know time flies when you're having fun...then i saw the clock said 4 am...and i was so shocked....coz i knew i was gonna regret it in the morning...but for some reason at that time i was still so alert...dunno why

anyway...i passed today in a daze....like a zombie almost....coz i had to wake up early to go for the accounts tuition extra class....i slept at any time when my parents weren't looking....in fact i slept almost the whole day....so of course that was such a waste of study time

i blame myself...it wasn't just the one night....it's kinda many nights of accumulated sleeplessness...but guess what??? here i am again....so you can conclude that i never change xD

very 'kan cheong' now....like VERY...im so scared i can't finish studying....i skim everything so fast that i don't think i remember anything i studied at all...and i still have maths questions to practise...and it doesn't help that next week i have to go for so many extra accounts classes.....GRRRRR

never mind..must always look on the bright side

i want a lot of things....i want my Clockwork Angel...and the other books...i want City of Fallen Angels...and i want this lovely book as well

finally...Renee's book is out...she used to be such a popular author on Fictionpress

anyway...here's the synopsis

Amy Turner's about to graduate from high school and all she wants is a job. Actually, all she wants is to find a way to pay for college. Amy certainly isn't looking for love when she answers an ad to baby-sit a boy-she just needs the cash. But the job has a catch: The boy is blind...and he's her age.

Tristan Edmund may be hot, but he doesn't want Amy's help. Or so he thinks. After being blinded in a horse show-jumping competition, Tristan spends his days in the dark, refusing to accept his disability. Much to his annoyance, Amy bursts into his life and drags him into the light. But just as the two begin to see something in each other, Tristan's beautiful ex-girlfriend shows up. Will the temptation be too much, or will Tristan choose the girl who really sees him?

i want it but i can't get it...not like the others...at least not in Malaysia =(

what else do I want??? plenty...

I WANT THESE ALBUMS!!!! when am i ever getting them if i can't find them here???? =(

next year..next year i will get this album....by hook or crook...i will force my cousin or my sis to help order it...or travel to France...coz it's so near for them

Mr Alex Finch and co....i beg you....please pick my comment as the winning comment...hopefully the message you sent me is true...i spent ages thinking about how to write that column..i would be crushed if my comment didn't get registered

i want to win this so badly.....i would be so grateful...stop taunting me with the album contents at your blog...please...i await your email to me with bated breath

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS BOOK!!!!

Tessa is actually way cooler than Clary...better heroine

while i just can't decide whether I like Will or Jem better...haha

i cannot wait for Clockwork Prince and Clockwork Princess to come out!!!!

this book is really good as well....interesting original storyline =)

IM SO JEALOUS RIGHT NOW...MY SISTER IS GOING TO WATCH JOE BROOKS IN CONCERT IN SHEFFIELD

NOOOOO!!!!!!! I SO WANT TO GO!!!!

right now...im kinda hating accounts...not that i hate the subject...i just hate all the projects..and the fact that i suddenly have to go for accounts tuition every morning in order for the teacher to complete the syllabus before the exam (thanks a lot JPS for suddenly springing the early exam bombshell on everyone)....

morning you know....8 am...im sooooooo tired everyday...i can sleep through the class...and the best part....i have so much homework that i don't understand coz of the speed that the teacher is going....she says she will explain it again next time...but it is so damn frustrating when your kunci kira-kira is not imbang...i feel like ripping the paper up sometimes

it's really annoying for me also coz i don't have to take the exam in school but it's affecting my own study time and beauty sleep time....im sorry if i sound selfish...but wouldn't you feel the same???

PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IN MY CBOX...THX..IF YOU DUNNO WHAT TO SAY..JUST SAY HI ....COZ YOUR RESPONSES INSPIRE ME TO UPDATE OFTEN.. =)


today was a really happy day.....we all went to Jue Theng's house to hang out today.....and it was very fun

since me, Juin Yi and Hazel were so early today....we played a neverending game of Uno Spin...omg....I hate Uno Spin's Trade card thing...so annoying....just when you are about to win...someone spins a Trade Card and your beautiful cards are gone...tsk tsk

after that....we had Domino's Pizza for lunch and ice cream with Nips and chocolate sauce+ crushed choc biscuits for dessert.....so full and guilty after that food binge....I REPEAT...MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!

then..we watched The GRUDGE....i thought it was so scary..coz it was raining and the sky was dark at the same time...more effects ...seriously...i dunno what im doing blogging so late at night...i have to go out to the landing and switch off the wifi later....im so scared that the woman and the boy are gonna jump out at me anytime...IM NEVER WATCHING THAT MOVIE EVER AGAIN

Jue Theng's dog Pepper is so cute...dunno why everyone's so scared of it...yes he's an Alsatian and huge...but he's so tame....and for somer eason he seems to like me too much...gave me such a shock when he leaped full body onto me to lick me....on his hind legs...he's almost as tall as me....

after the movie....we played this game where you're supposed to take turns throwing balls at one person...if u miss...you have to take that person's place...it was fun while it lasted =)

Hazel and I bullied poor Juin Yi today....we plaited her hair and pulled it to the side while someone tickled her just to get a funny photo.....and the photo is soo funny =)

im sorry Juin Yi...that I keep throwing balls at your head xD

I went home to become happy all over again.....B2ST finally got first place on the K CHART on Music Bank today with Soom!!!!! im so happy for them....it's their first time winning ever since they debuted....after all the hard work they put in...and all the mean things that ppl said about them being a 'recycled' group when they debuted....no they aren't..ppl just didn't realise their talent until now..especially Seobie..seriously good voice...they soooo deserve to win

was it just me or did Seobie shed tears of joy???? hahaha...im pretty sure he was crying into Jun Hyung's shoulder at 0.41....Seobie looks older than debut days now =(...but nevertheless still cute =)....he still does not look his age at all from what i saw at 0.23..Dongwoon was definitely crying though...lol...i saw him wipe his tears and i love that Doojoon said a long thank you to 'the jjang B2UTY'S.....yes we are!!!! =)



LOL...i just know that they didn't believe it at first...look at Doojoon's super slow reaction at 0.14

and it's so weird that everyone bows to one another...young or old..haha

im sorry...i just have to embed Soom on my blog for a while xD

'BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT ' =)




omg...confirmed...poor seobie shedding tears of hard work and happiness...don't cry...you won!!!!