i have learned a lesson....staying up at night is fun....that's for sure....but the after effects...oh so terrible....

yesterday night...guess what time i slept??? let's just say it was so late that it can't be called NIGHT..anymore...yes....i slept at 4 am

i was having the time of my life...watching video after video of whatever....music videos, tv shows and what not and downloading song after song..oh yeah plus blogging of course...until i forgot the time...you know time flies when you're having fun...then i saw the clock said 4 am...and i was so shocked....coz i knew i was gonna regret it in the morning...but for some reason at that time i was still so alert...dunno why

anyway...i passed today in a daze....like a zombie almost....coz i had to wake up early to go for the accounts tuition extra class....i slept at any time when my parents weren't looking....in fact i slept almost the whole day....so of course that was such a waste of study time

i blame myself...it wasn't just the one night....it's kinda many nights of accumulated sleeplessness...but guess what??? here i am again....so you can conclude that i never change xD

very 'kan cheong' now....like VERY...im so scared i can't finish studying....i skim everything so fast that i don't think i remember anything i studied at all...and i still have maths questions to practise...and it doesn't help that next week i have to go for so many extra accounts classes.....GRRRRR

never mind..must always look on the bright side

i want a lot of things....i want my Clockwork Angel...and the other books...i want City of Fallen Angels...and i want this lovely book as well

finally...Renee's book is out...she used to be such a popular author on Fictionpress

anyway...here's the synopsis

Amy Turner's about to graduate from high school and all she wants is a job. Actually, all she wants is to find a way to pay for college. Amy certainly isn't looking for love when she answers an ad to baby-sit a boy-she just needs the cash. But the job has a catch: The boy is blind...and he's her age.

Tristan Edmund may be hot, but he doesn't want Amy's help. Or so he thinks. After being blinded in a horse show-jumping competition, Tristan spends his days in the dark, refusing to accept his disability. Much to his annoyance, Amy bursts into his life and drags him into the light. But just as the two begin to see something in each other, Tristan's beautiful ex-girlfriend shows up. Will the temptation be too much, or will Tristan choose the girl who really sees him?

i want it but i can't get it...not like the others...at least not in Malaysia =(

what else do I want??? plenty...

I WANT THESE ALBUMS!!!! when am i ever getting them if i can't find them here???? =(

next year..next year i will get this album....by hook or crook...i will force my cousin or my sis to help order it...or travel to France...coz it's so near for them

Mr Alex Finch and co....i beg you....please pick my comment as the winning comment...hopefully the message you sent me is true...i spent ages thinking about how to write that column..i would be crushed if my comment didn't get registered

i want to win this so badly.....i would be so grateful...stop taunting me with the album contents at your blog...please...i await your email to me with bated breath

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS BOOK!!!!

Tessa is actually way cooler than Clary...better heroine

while i just can't decide whether I like Will or Jem better...haha

i cannot wait for Clockwork Prince and Clockwork Princess to come out!!!!

this book is really good as well....interesting original storyline =)

IM SO JEALOUS RIGHT NOW...MY SISTER IS GOING TO WATCH JOE BROOKS IN CONCERT IN SHEFFIELD

NOOOOO!!!!!!! I SO WANT TO GO!!!!

right now...im kinda hating accounts...not that i hate the subject...i just hate all the projects..and the fact that i suddenly have to go for accounts tuition every morning in order for the teacher to complete the syllabus before the exam (thanks a lot JPS for suddenly springing the early exam bombshell on everyone)....

morning you know....8 am...im sooooooo tired everyday...i can sleep through the class...and the best part....i have so much homework that i don't understand coz of the speed that the teacher is going....she says she will explain it again next time...but it is so damn frustrating when your kunci kira-kira is not imbang...i feel like ripping the paper up sometimes

it's really annoying for me also coz i don't have to take the exam in school but it's affecting my own study time and beauty sleep time....im sorry if i sound selfish...but wouldn't you feel the same???

PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IN MY CBOX...THX..IF YOU DUNNO WHAT TO SAY..JUST SAY HI ....COZ YOUR RESPONSES INSPIRE ME TO UPDATE OFTEN.. =)


today was a really happy day.....we all went to Jue Theng's house to hang out today.....and it was very fun

since me, Juin Yi and Hazel were so early today....we played a neverending game of Uno Spin...omg....I hate Uno Spin's Trade card thing...so annoying....just when you are about to win...someone spins a Trade Card and your beautiful cards are gone...tsk tsk

after that....we had Domino's Pizza for lunch and ice cream with Nips and chocolate sauce+ crushed choc biscuits for dessert.....so full and guilty after that food binge....I REPEAT...MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!

then..we watched The GRUDGE....i thought it was so scary..coz it was raining and the sky was dark at the same time...more effects ...seriously...i dunno what im doing blogging so late at night...i have to go out to the landing and switch off the wifi later....im so scared that the woman and the boy are gonna jump out at me anytime...IM NEVER WATCHING THAT MOVIE EVER AGAIN

Jue Theng's dog Pepper is so cute...dunno why everyone's so scared of it...yes he's an Alsatian and huge...but he's so tame....and for somer eason he seems to like me too much...gave me such a shock when he leaped full body onto me to lick me....on his hind legs...he's almost as tall as me....

after the movie....we played this game where you're supposed to take turns throwing balls at one person...if u miss...you have to take that person's place...it was fun while it lasted =)

Hazel and I bullied poor Juin Yi today....we plaited her hair and pulled it to the side while someone tickled her just to get a funny photo.....and the photo is soo funny =)

im sorry Juin Yi...that I keep throwing balls at your head xD

I went home to become happy all over again.....B2ST finally got first place on the K CHART on Music Bank today with Soom!!!!! im so happy for them....it's their first time winning ever since they debuted....after all the hard work they put in...and all the mean things that ppl said about them being a 'recycled' group when they debuted....no they aren't..ppl just didn't realise their talent until now..especially Seobie..seriously good voice...they soooo deserve to win

was it just me or did Seobie shed tears of joy???? hahaha...im pretty sure he was crying into Jun Hyung's shoulder at 0.41....Seobie looks older than debut days now =(...but nevertheless still cute =)....he still does not look his age at all from what i saw at 0.23..Dongwoon was definitely crying though...lol...i saw him wipe his tears and i love that Doojoon said a long thank you to 'the jjang B2UTY'S.....yes we are!!!! =)



LOL...i just know that they didn't believe it at first...look at Doojoon's super slow reaction at 0.14

and it's so weird that everyone bows to one another...young or old..haha

im sorry...i just have to embed Soom on my blog for a while xD

'BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT ' =)




omg...confirmed...poor seobie shedding tears of hard work and happiness...don't cry...you won!!!!

OMG...IT'S 28TH SEPTEMBER...today's the day that 'BREATH' comes out....im so excited....it's not out online yet...just past 12....ill wait a bit longer XDDDD

i heard there's gonna be another concert on 12th December...i dunno of it's in Malaysia OR Singapore....please please please don't let it clash with my diploma date......this time i will do whatever it takes to go...i cannot bear missing it again =S

i will hog the TV at 5 pm on Friday.....'military look'....INTERESTING =D

it's now 2 am....and it's out!!!!! =D...downloaded everything

im feeling vengeful today...coz someone did me wrong today...but she thought i didn't know...seriously...do u think im stupid??

do u know what's the definition of bad friend??? SHE is the definition....coz u don't do things like that to your friend....call me sensitive...but here you go..here's the story...interpret it yourself

today...someone came to my class personally and called me out for something.....i thought oh it must be important....so i went out...she said....XX teacher wants to see you...and im like HUH?? what happened???

you know what really happened??? on Friday...the teacher gave specific instructions to that someone to clear something that had been put outside for ages....but she forgot or she didn't want to do it ..i don't know...anyway the teacher saw the work undone and wanted to scold her for it....

the uncleared things used to be part of my job...but the teacher very clearly asked her to do it....so it should be her responsibility right....so she should be the one getting scolded...but no...she comes all the way to my class and calls me out to see the teacher with her...what's that supposed to mean??? it's obviously her ploy to drag me down with her..to share the scolding so to speak...but luckily she was the only one who got scolded..not me...if not i would have definitely said something...and they wouldn't be nice things

how could she be so mean??? i thought we were friends....but i guess we aren't such good friends after all...friends don't do things like this to each other

in reality...i know how she really is....she thinks im so innocent and easily bullied..but little does she know that I know...i bear the brunt yes...but i remember....and i don't forgive or forget easily

since im feeling so so mega pissed now...i might as well dedicate something to some other people....don't look down so much on us 'CHINESE SCHOOL PPL'...as we are so 'nicely' labelled by you all....don't take advantage of us and don't think we're stupid.....when u look down on us....it obviously shows me how ignorant you actually are....in the working world....knowing Chinese is a bonus my dears...i have heard so many stories of ppl losing jobs to someone else coz they don't know Chinese....so we shall just wait and see

writing poison comes so easily when im angry...im so sorry...im not like this normally

just came back from Ipoh today...im feeling very sad...my grandparents are retiring soon...i know they should stop..coz they're already so old...but i don't want to say goodbye to that old shop that ive known all my life....i guess i don't want life to change and never be the same again....i know it sounds stupid...but i don't ever want to grow up

exams are coming..i know that's all i can think about these days...coz my days are numbered...and i feel sooooo damn scared...coz i don't have time to cram everything inside my brain....im going to Beijing next week....of course i feel excited...but it's gonna take up a lot of my study time...and im so worried...im really stupid right??? most people would jump at the chance to go for an overseas holiday...but im complaining so much

happy times are over....misery....i spent an amazing three days at my aunt's house with my cousins...and those days were one of the best of my life this year...just forget everything and go mad playing....we had a barbecue..and my cousin drove me to Kajang where we had this famous spicy pepper soup...and later to Broga in Negeri Sembilan for this amazing cendol...the best ive ever had...heaven for the food lover in me

and guess what....i watched Step Up 3 AGAIN...im mad yes...but it was free...who wouldn't??? coz im crazy about the show anyway

OMG...i just remembered...it's September....some thing that I really look forward to is happening this month....their COMEBACK!

I have been anticipating it since August but due to someone's surgery..it was delayed but it's coming up soon...YES!!!!

I LOVE 비스트 !!!!! ...get well soon dear 요섭